CarrotOrange

2012-02-13T14:11:00.002+11:00

last pulished... 5 feb 2011... lols..... today is also feb...but...wats different is that..today is 13th feb, the year 2012!! lols...

anyway, i just felt like releasing some anger on this blog..... as i felt like..i have no one to talk to regarding to this..since....i felt that this blog already rotten..and believed that no one would read it... so mind as well, just vomit out all my anger!>.
i wonder...whats on earth is wrong with my mum??? she's like..totally..... into herself!!!!! only think and work FOR HERSELF... wat a selfish mum!!!!!!! she thinks that ALL SHE SAID IS RIGHT...WHAT SO EVER!!!! wat do u think u are???? u having no friends..doesn't mean that we doesn't have the right to make friends and go out with MY FRIENDS!! so what u are my mum...i know u had us for 10months in ur stomach and u suffered alot to bring us to the world..but..we ain't ur Dummies!!!! that u can make us work and say according to u!!!! stupid idiot!!!!!

i really wanna be ur good daughter...but...serious?!!!!! =.=

every morning..scold scold scold... its like..if u don't scold, u will dead!!!!!!
even hit me too!!!! DUH U!!!!!

can't even go out... hey! after one month of sticking with u...can't i even go out with my close friends..... FOR ONCE....=.= not as if, im going for dating...
stupid!!!!!=,= duh...

what do u think u are?!!!=,= so wat is u're my mum!!!! not that u can force us to do everything we dont want!?!!!!!! fucku!

i have been bearing with ur idiotic temper for long!!!!!! now..even i wanna go back for grad...i can't even do watever iw anna... and..... EVEN MY BDAY..U ALSO..DON'T LET ME STAY WITH MY FRIENDS TO CELEBRATE..WAT KIND OF MUM IS THIS...~~~~~~ pissed me off!!!!!! damn u!

1st day of work in Lycamobile~

2011-02-05T19:57:00.002+11:00

Firstly, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL OF U~:)) hope u all have been enjoying ur chinese new year holiday well~:)) heex...

Today is the 3rd day of cny... I went to report for working in Lycamobile~~ It is basically sending sim cards.. But what so special bout this mobile line is that... it is just a flagrate of 19cents plus another 1/2 cents/minute to call to Cambodia + Mobile/ China + Moblie/ Colombia/ Thailand +Mobile/ India + Moblie/ etc... so its like.. half an hour to call is only 34 cents!!!!! and one hour is only 49CENTS!!! how cheap is that?!!!:)) Also, if you call to Europe countries, they would only charge u for 29cents flagrate and the another 30 minutes FOR FREE!!!>.< is this very cheap?!!! its even cheaper to call locally! Wats even better, now they are having a promotion, if you pay $10, u will be getting FREE sim card and $10 value of mytime to call... :)) is it the best?! its also cheap to call local, it charges 15cents/min.. and..if you calls lycamobile, there is no flagrate..and.. topping up $10, will get 250 min free to call to another lycamboile user... $20 top up have 600minutes (if i didn't remember wrongly) and $30 for 1000 minutes free!!!:)) best deal ever! lols.. anyway, any one interested, do contract me.. ( Only available for Australia).

anyway, today was tiring and HOT!! The temperature in my area reaches 41degrees!!! So damn hot! what even worst is that, I went to the main office this morning and waited for very long.. But wats good is that, despite the long hours of waiting, they still pay me from the time I start waiting there till i finish.. Today was my FIRST DAY... initially..i thought that i will be having training today but.. my team leader, EMMA, told me that, u will start working today.. and gave me their uniform... wats even weird is that, she allows me to go ashfield on my own to sell those sim... well..its pretty cool~ but... why am I working alone for the first day? lols.. Nevermind... So I went to the place assigned by her, Ashfield... It was so hot..but the shop worker is nice.. he help me alot and even treat me drink free drinks~:)) ohya, even help me to promote the sim..hahas..nice nice nice~~!!!:)) btw, I was supposed to set up the Lycam table outside of the store..but.. somehow..i have no idea how to set it up!!! hahas... >.<>

Janette's birthday celebration

2010-12-23T14:51:00.000+11:00

Yesterday was an exciting and enjoyable day..:)) Met out with Kristen, Solong, Cheryl, Janette, Tiffany, Cheryl's brother and Calvin at Sorya (a Shopping Centre in Phnom Penh).

As you, readers would know, yesterday was 冬季，where every family would either make or buy 汤圆 to eat together. For my family, we received some from my uncle and we made some. It was an unforgettable experience for my brother (Kevin) and I. It was fun~:)) Even though most of it turned out to be very BIG ( or should I say "too" big..)~ :)) However, its always a good sign to have BIG ones~:))

Yesterday our "loveable 5" less 1 met out at Sorya to celebrate Meiyu's (Janette) belated birthday party. It was a memorable event for all of us. Well, initially we weren't able to get a meeting time and spot. However, after many hours, we finally met up. We went to the game place to play some "basketball" than we all went to sing karaoke~ (Not for Cheryl's brother and Huy). Wow... It seems like the time turned back to when we were still staying together in Singapore. :)) Well, ever since we graduated from our respective secondary school and leave Singapore, it is really difficult to meet up again. As everyone are busy with their own stuffs. All those good times that we had together have now turned into beautiful memories that are hard to be reached nowadays.

Like everyone says, after losing something that they once did not treasure, the person would start to appreciate it. This sentence fits very well in our case. In the past, when we were able to meet each other everyday, we do not treasure those time but instead, take advantage of it.. but now.. To be able to meet again is a blissful thing to us, so lets treasure it before its too late~:))

After so many years apart, everyone had grown up, each turned into different people and status. However, when we meet again after these numerous years, our attitude and feeling towards each other is still the same. These are things that I can and will never find when I am in Australia. The friendship, the trusting, the relying, the love, the fun, the joy, the jokes, the beliefs, the habits, the understanding, everything more.. Definitely cannot be found anywhere else, as we know each other too well... Growing up together, living together, eating together, going out together, sharing each others' troubles together, gossip together... everything seems to be very natural to all of us... I miss all of you~ and I love all of you.. Thanks for coming into my life, thanks for making my life so joyful and meaningful~ I will never forget and abandon any of you~! I will always keep contract with you all as you're my best friends cum buddies forever.... those that will make me smile widely... those that influence me to be crazy and want to be the joker of the group~~:))

Currently at Singapore airport T3

2010-12-03T08:50:00.002+11:00

Now is 5.50a.m. (SIN)... Regret not bringing a jacket with me.. Felt so cold just now when I was sleeping... It was so quiet at T3... What I can see is... lots of workers sleeping around.. lols.. Well, this is my first experience spending a night in airport... (>.<) an eight hours flight from Sydney to Singapore and another eight more hours of waiting for the next flight back to Cambodia... (=.=) AND.... another two more hours of flying...

Felt so sleepy now!!! Hopefully I wouldn't catch a cold from all these... >.< Anyway, got back my results on Wednesday night via zmail... I was kinda of surprised with my MGMT marks.. lols.. but if only I have another 3 more marks then I wouldn't have to get a PASS again...!!! (=.=) Was disappointed in my accounting marks though..:((( anyway.. the other two..were kinda of expected.. overall... alright.. but not satisfied... lols..

Last day of November

2010-11-30T23:37:00.001+11:00

In less than half an hour time, its gonna be the end of November... Wow, time flew past so FAST! If I remember correctly, when October almost came to an end, I was updating regarding to the upcoming final examination.. but now... MY RESULTS are coming out soon! on the 2nd of Dec... wow.. SCARY~ =X hopefully the results are pleasant~ :'(

Anyway, just got home not long ago~ Was decorating the store for the upcoming Christmas Special~ Wow.. To be honest, it is really a tiring job? (=.=)||| actually I did nothing much but just felt real tired after doing all those stuffs~ Its look really GOOD!~ very different from the previous 2 years Christmas that I had... (><) Well, I think all these have to go the credit of MINH~ lols... if she had not suggested, I think that it will be impossible for us to have the decoration in our store this year~ lols.. Well, I really like Minh... I wouldn't mind having her as my eldest sister-in-law.. =X Really~ I really don't mind... She is really a very nice and pleasant girl.. I believed that she will definitely be able to become a successful and caring wife~:)) hahas.. but off course.. these stuffs can 't be force..have to see the both of them~:))

Today, my brother actually agreed to employ that girl~ Well, if he thinks that she has the potential, then why not? lols.. But hopefully she will not be a disappointment.. (Fingers Cross)

Currently having some problems with the air-tickets~=.= everyone just push the blame on me!!!! Wish that I will still have my seat tml!!!

要找到你这一身的另一半是很难的事，所以一定要好好珍惜。

2010-11-29T22:49:00.005+11:00

Do you guys believe/ heard of.... when people came to this world, they are always in pair, whereby... your the another half will be your destiny/ fated person~ to be honest, its hard to find it or its really difficult to find your another half.. so.. people who have found it, do treasure it.. As in the same world, there are a lot of people unable to find the fated one yet~

I believed that you guys would be wondering why I would suddenly update about this topic now~ well, there're a lot of people getting marry soon or even been dating for quite a period of time.. I really think that its really hard to find the right person... when you are no in a relationship, you would be wondering/ kept thinking who will be the Mr/ Miss Right in your life.... even when you are in a relationship, you would be inquiring if he/she is the right person~ and nowadays, in this centuries~ its very popular of "divorce".. so even if you get married, you would still be scared that he/she might not be the another half of your life~ hais... =,= life is so tiring~ so it would be better to trust people and let your life flows on its own.. don't need to force/ give pressure to yourself~ ENJOY LIFE~ and TREASURE whoever is beside you now.. as you would not want to lose them for a STUPID reason~:))

Thanks for the night people~

2010-11-29T22:06:00.003+11:00

Tonight Cynthia, Minh and KL came over to my house to watch horror movie and ate home-made pizza..hahas. though i know it does not taste good but hopefully the movie did pull it off.. well..it was "the eye 10"... Well, people who knows me would know that I actually watched it before.. and what worst is that I watched it for many times already~ (>.<)

But anyway, really enjoy their company~ and... Its always nice to have ur friends to come over to your house to do stuffs together!:)) really miss those days that I used to live with my buddies in singapore~ :((

Ohyea, before I forget. I met two girls today. They are in year 10.. However, they look like in their early twenties.. I don't really want to discuss this on my blog. But what I wanna say is that, one of the girl gave me a bad impression. And due to the "halo effect", if you leave a bad first impression, its gonna be hard to change it later on. Still hopefully, nothing would go wrong and hopefully she would not be so "proud" of herself~ :))

Well, I will blog till here today~ Good night people~

老人阿，都是口是心非。

2010-11-28T18:53:00.000+11:00

It's been a long time since I last update~ Been busy with examination, clearing the house, watching dramas and relaxing myself. hahas.. I felt like I been watching so many F4 dramas.. lols..

- 下一站, 幸福 Autumn's Concerto

- 就想賴著你 Down With Love

- 痞子英雄 Black and White

The first two was excellent!:)) lols.. vanness is so handsome~ lols.. Jerry so cute.. and im watching the last one now~ lols.. Episode one now~ lols.. currently home alone again. My brother was out to have some kind of "pre-wedding" dinner.. lols.. not his wedding but is his friend's sister's wedding~ wow..sound so far!!~~~ lols.. So... tonight I am having instant noodle for dinner again!~~~ This reminds me of ah bubu~ telling me.. stop eating noodle!!!! (>.<)!!! hais.. really miss her so much!~

anyway, as you guys know, now is the peak season for wedding ceremony. So, yesterday a lady and a young girl came in to buy a suit for their father. It was because, their relative is getting marry today and they came to buy a suit for their father. It was really very LAST MINUTE~ but as their father told them that he already had one, so they do not need to purchase one for him but.. he also continue saying that he like a suit in a store, so they came over to get for him. lols.. the old man is really funny. After they left with the suit, he came over and ask us if his children had came over to purchase the suit that he likes. lols.. :)) hais..

老人阿，都是口是心非。:))

Final exam just in 2 weeks time

2010-10-16T23:25:00.000+11:00

(-.-)ZzZzZ

Examination are just round the corner, but I still haven't have the motivation and spirit to really study! (>.<) Just wanna do my OWN stuffs..lols.

Was looking at the answer for the accounting quizzes that my lecturer-in-charge just posted up. (>.<)!! Was horrible.. did not know why did I get those qns wrong! (>.<)

Anyway, its so fast! This week gonna be the last week of my semester! Unbelievable.. Speaking of the quizzes, I still remembered the first accounting quiz took place on the next day straight after I arrived Australia. (arrived wednesday, had my 1st quiz on thursday- no been to any lectures!) lols.. Was kinda of surprised that I still managed to get 4 marks out of 5 or 6? I don't know.. was doing the multiple choice qns online.. (!-!) I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO IT! my gosh! im doom! (*_*)

anyway... its just like a blink of eye..and 13 weeks of a semester is coming to an end..(>.<) Am looking forward to it? not really..hahas.. I dunno..

kinda of too tired to further update this blog..

P.S. try to keep an eye out on those green field, garden, etc, when you catches a bus/train/on the way back home, and try to think of a positive scenario/ event happening there or even appreciate those that you get to see. You will noticed that this earth is actually very beautiful~ full of wonderful things!:))

A dream that I wish that it will be true.

2010-09-18T06:51:00.002+10:00

Currently 6.50 am in Australia.

Had the weirdest and beautiful dream ever! I dream of him*.

I was on a camp or something, I met him there. And I was so special about it. Thus asked him, wow! Im really glad that you are still around! Then he told me that... He is actually been followed by some assassin, thus he had that show to put everyone off... Then after that, his friend help him to escape... also, he asked me not to tell anyone, not even her*..

I know... I must have watched too many movies and stuffs.. even though i know its so unreal..but i rather it to be real... Its already one year since he's gone, but I still can't let go...

Business is so slow nowadays..

2010-09-17T14:47:00.002+10:00

my gosh!!!!! its already 3pm.. yet.. john street is sooo quiet.. i can hardly see anyone carrying shopping bags! mostly only people just walking around.. >..<>.<) I can imagine how I would look like if I didn't see anything in the next few hours! *being like a PORK MINCE!*

My gosh!!!!! Anyway, just handed in my 45% terror and religious essay. And I am supposed to start doing my legal essay which is 20% due on this upcoming Monday~. I haven't even done anything for that yet! Horrible!

Now I feel so sleepy and tired! LIFE IS SO MISERABLE!

Hoping that there will be customers that will come in and buy! IF NOT.. i realy need to turn into a PORK MIN

University of Sydney

2010-09-09T20:45:00.004+10:00

Wwwwwaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh...

Today, I went to uSdy with Janice. It is sooooooo sooooo sooo pretty! Does have the feel of "Howard uni"~~~~ (>.<) I will upload the picture the other time~ I am so jealous of Janice being able to graduate from such a beautiful uni~ lols.. but at the same time, im happy for her!:)

Was doing my general education essay~ lols.. it worth 45%!!!!!! (>.<)!!!!! Just started with the first para.. but I believe that i will be able to finish it up~ * fingers crossing *

this week is the beginning of spring.. was hot a few days ago..but today..is so freezing... drizzling since noon time~(>..<) but... was with Janice the whole day~:)) feel so bless~=)) cheers~~~~

351 post~

2010-08-29T11:11:00.002+10:00

I am supposed to be in store now... helping out my brother and Cynthia (new workmate), however, I am still slacking at home~ =X Trying hard to do my management project~ but..... I am confused of what I am reading~ (>.<) "Forward with fairness"--> boring~~~!!!! feel like im having lots and lots to do~ but I just can't concentrate on anything~ >.<

**karen!!! got to focus~~~

Times really flew pass real fast! I am already nineteen years old! 6 mths later~ I will be stepping into my first Twenties age~ (!_!) *scary* anyway... i wonder why am i typing all these now!!!!

being a fool of myself

2010-08-15T00:47:00.000+10:00

well~ i wonder..when i will be able to fully wake up from the dreams that i had been having for the past few years?~ life is short, Karen.. have to accept the fact...don't always run away from it.. yes.. face the fact! life will be much more better!

i felt like i had made a total fool of myself...i know, friends, would say.. since when Karen don't make a fool/ joke out of herself.. tat's true.. i miss the "old" self.. i wanna the "old" self back... and i know..I'm almost achieving it..but some of the things..i wouldn't want it back~ its bad side of Karen... i don't like it..

I know, u guys would be wondering what the heck am i posting..to be honest, i have no idea what i had typed.. anyway, to the people out there, have to always be honest to yourself, face the reality, don't always..run away from it.. and also, if you know that things that don't belongs to you, it will never be yours. must learn to let go~but do remember to treasure those things that belongs to you.. as they will be the most precious of your life..u will never want to feel regarded after you lost them.

Karen

2010-04-29T20:28:00.000+10:00

I think I need to stop depending on others~ No one i can talk to.. no one listen to me~ then..just leave it..i will keep my mouth shut..

I should know..everyone is busy with their things.. eveyone have their own problem.. YES.. that true.. so...i shouldn't bother them.. I should be more understanding... but..who can be more undrestanding towards me? no one.. then..fine!~ i will left it too.. having family... = none.. having anything.. or anyone.. also = to nothing.. then.. im just nothing~

19th Birthday

2010-03-18T23:31:00.000+11:00

These are the 3cakes that I received last friday~ Even though it wasn't the exact day (14 march) but still.. I got 3 birthday cakes..lols.. This is the first time I actually received 3 cakes on the same day! lols... The first cake is given by my brother, second by my brother+ his friends, and the pie made by Kim Song. =)) All of these taste delicious!=))

Anyway, celebrated my birthday last friday with my eldest brother's friends~ It was a unforgetable birthday party though.. Even though only 8 people (including myself) were there..But I am satisfied! =)) They actually specially planned, made a card and went to buy me, my first 'Yves Saint Laurent' Products..=)) lols.. really love it lots!=)) I am also glad that my God sister is back from Japan..and also...The REAL her that I used to know is back too~=))

Anyway, for this year my lunar b'day falls on the 8th of March..initially I thought that I wouldn't get any birthday wishing from my mum.. but..=)) she eventually did call and wish me!=)) heex.. but what's different this year is... he isn't here~ unable to call me~ BUT I swear that I did feel his present that day~ I must say that.. I really miss him lots!=((

OH! On that same day, I received my FIRST b'day wish and present! =)) I think the person who gave me the present didn't know that he actually didn't give me an early b'day present!=)) But still, I love the present I received! Its really useful~ It brings music back to my life!=))

This year, I received quite a lot of birthday wishes from friends from Singapore, both Primary and Secondary School!=)) I am really glad that they actually still remember me!!!=)) Its always nice to keep in contact with your friends..=))

Btw, Thoa (my sister) had gone back to Vietnam! =(( Monday was the last day I seen her~ We had dinner and went bowling together! =(( Missing those days we went out together..for movies, dinners, etc..=(( She's just like my ELDER sister and CLOSE friend who I can share my secrets with!=)) hais~~~~

On wednesday, I received a Cup for my b'day! This is NOT a normal cup! It is a cup that have my name and the meaning of it on! =)) Lols! IT looks really good! Till now, I don't bear to use it~! lols..=))

P.s. To some people, I am just too disappointed! (>.<)

Photographs

2010-03-05T07:45:00.000+11:00

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Oh! just remembered that I did go to Manly beach during the holiday with my uncle's family~ it was fun!!! lols. which made me..developing a big different between my skin colours.. lols..

Winnie st..lols..

Confuse...Stubborn...Stupid...PURE dumb...

2010-03-04T22:49:00.002+11:00

Lols.. i feel like i had reached the final stage...

beginning from..confusing stage--> stubborn stage --> Stupid --> PURE DUMB..

hais.. I know that sometimes it best that I wake up! I must! But stupid me... keep falling into it~ (z.Z)

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Haven't been updating ever since the Chinese new year celebration..

Actually many things happened.. Such as.. went out with my friends from info system to celebrate my Buddy's 20Th birthday.. Even though only the 3 of us and we did not much. but I believed that at least we did enjoy each other accompany! I must say that I feel really comfortable going out with them.. =))

Borrowed Korean, Japanese and Taiwanese dramas from my neighbour.. MY GOD.. She actually borrowed me a BIG bag of dramas..lols.. Till now, I only finished.. 3 or 4 dramas.. haven't been able to watch it ever since my uni starts....

Celebrated my eldest brother's b'day.. Lols.. We went to a Lousy Restaurant and gave him a surprise b'day party!=)) I believed that he loves it lot!=)) will post up those photographs soon~ =) (Photo speak louder than words.)

Goodbye Summer... Hello Autumn.... lols.. Yeap! This week, Australia welcome autumn and finally saying goodbye to the HOT summer~=))

This week is also my first week back to uni.. Seems like everyone changed.. From first year to second year.. Feels like.. I am getting older~ (>.<)'''.. Anyway, sold out most of my books--> buyer- TAING KEANG HUY (-.-).. but..at least i got to sell out most of my first year books~ but still I am lack of $$$.. due to quite a few reasons.. firstly--> uni fee went up.. almost 3grands! my god... I am so broke now!!! (>.<) UNI ARE RIPPING US OFF.. to build useless building!!! (>.<) Secondly, I got a wrong textbook for HRM.. my god.. this is totally not my fault!! it's the uni bookstore and the lecturer-in-charge of the subject to be at fault! (>.<) I can only say that I am just too "LUCKY".. (=.=)

Still, I get to meet a lot of friends after such a LONG holiday.. and Ah huy~.. talking to him, let me feel like I am finally getting my own life back/ back to earth!!!! Someone who I can talk to freely and would understand what I am actually talking about.. =)) Thanks ah huy!

Think that's more or less about it..

p.s. though we travel the world over to find the beautiful, we must carry it with us or we find it not. -

CHINESE new year and V-day

2010-02-20T14:25:00.001+11:00

HAPPY LUNAR CUM VIETNAMESE NEW YEAR and HAPPY belated VALENTINE DAY!=)

Jason: My 4 Years old Cousin

My baby Gal Cousin~ and my aunt.=)

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TEMPLE:

On the first day of the Lunar New year, my brother and I with the company of my Uncle's family went to WOLLONGONG, Nan Tian Shi Temple. It is an 2Hours drive there from Sydney.

It was raining heavily, yet there're lots of people found in the temple. Same as the other temple, there're always dragon dances can be found, but I wasn't interested to join the squeezy crowd.

By the way, this temple is really big. This is only the upper part of the temple, so it is quite big. (They own a BIG land for themselves, in additional, a big land in front for the building of a NEW university.--They're REAL rich!).

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FOGGY~

As we are entering the long drive way back to Sydney.

When I was in the car, I feel like I had entered into a new world. It seems to be like heaven~

P.s. This post I had been attempting to finish it for 3 times, but only this time round can finish update. =) Been busy, lazy and tired to update. Apologize for it~=)

Tomorrow is Chinese Valentine day, so hereby wishes everyone a HAPPY VALENTINE DAY again~=)

Examination finished!

2010-02-09T23:43:00.000+11:00

Hope that it does look delicious...=D Its the jelly that i had made the other day! lols..

Anyway.. I had officially finished my summer term for INFO system.... with the completed FINAL exam..=) now my holidays only have 3 more weeks left! hahas.. then~ my Semester 1 for year 2 uni starts~ =(

Now..I have to start prepare for lunar new year..which is on 14 of feb..erm...VALENTINE day too! lols.. Its a good opportunity for singles to be able to share time with your family members!=) its also a good chance for couples too..to celebrate with partner and family! lols..

This also meant tat I need to.. start washing...cleaning..the house and the store..lols..

Anyway, I am currently watching "the Illusionist".. erm..a good movie~ a prince can do anything to just be a KING! but the main character or the one who known as the "Illusionist" is really intelligent.. Uses all those scientific stuffs to be with his loved ones~ tricked everyone, made the prince dies, the chief policer loses his job! A good movie! Strongly recommend to watch!=D

Exam day is appoarching

2010-02-06T00:28:00.000+11:00

It been almost a week since the last entry I had posted. Though its a week, but there ain't any much different. Been wasting time: talking, walking around Cabramatta, sleeping, and making desserts.

Desserts- Jelly and Yellow beans.

Jelly- considered as the successful one ( approved by quite a no. of people!=))
Yellow beans- Lack of sweetness.

Anyway..I will definitely improve on it when I next make it!=D
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There is a new Korean restaurant in Cabramatta, "Da Chang Jing" I know.. common name~ But the food inside is considered as "Above Average". Service- "Below Average".

Korean restaurant- not having Korean employee but Vietnamese (alright, reasonable. Since most of the population in Cabra are Vietnamese). Still, I do not really like it..as the service provided is..ain't good.. Some Vietnamese- too "UP" to themselves..( no offence) Still..in one week, I think I went there for 3 times..hahas... Their food are delicious~ tats something tat I cannot decline~

To be honest, this post is supposed to be uploaded on the 2nd of Feb, Tuesday, but..Internet was "CAP" so..yep! unable to finish it up and upload it...

Anyway, last night was watching "So you think you can dance, Australia". All those routine are real good! But the thing tat leave me unforgettable was when a Girl said this:

"One day, my dad came back and told us that he has Cancer. The day before, he was healthy. but the next day, I see him, slowly deteriorating."

Can you imagine tat? One day, your loves one came back and tell you this? Don't feel like writing anymore.

Information System exam on monday~ hopefully I will be able to get all the necessary stuffs inside my brain soon! ( haven't been studying much. )

Australian Day~

2010-01-26T23:03:00.000+11:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUSTRALIA~

Just finished showering not long ago~ *feeling much more cooling* Anyway, today, its 37degrees~ (x.x)'''''''''' so hot!!! and boring~~~~ today aint any different from normal day to me~ even though today is public holiday but there ain't many ppl in cabramatta too.. i think its due to the celebration in CITY and also..HOT WEATHER~ people would rather stay at home and have their air-con on and relax..lols..

Today.. was so quiet and...CRAP! there're people walking into our store..but those are people who just LOOK and TRY~ (=.=) or even worst..just here for AIR-CONDITIONAL~ which made us really pissed off~

Well, today I cooked a pot of SOUP~ lols..instead of purchasing Pork, I got Beef... (-.=) I really want to cry~~!!!! but at least.. my brother helped me and asked me to cook it for one more hour~ lols.. and it turned out to be GOOD~ beside..a little salty~ =P I will definitely keep improving!!!=D

Erm~ this made me wonder~ Am I actually having information system or cooking exams in 2 weeks time? hahas.. I haven't been touching Info system eversince last wednesday~ but been in the kitchen since that day~hahas.. Tsk tsk..i think i really need to start doing something for INFO system~=)

Stir-Fried Beef and Veggie today~

2010-01-25T21:56:00.000+11:00

Just finished cleaning up the kitchen~ =) felt satisfied! As today... FIRST time in my life tat..i actually prepared everything and stir-fried a dish ON MY OWN... =) IM PROUD OF MYSELF! Hahas..

Recently been developing in the interest in cooking~ I think it might be due to my brother forcing me to cook by taking nap by the time I finished preparing all the necessary ingredients~ (=.-) * alright~ I must admit that I do take a LONG TIME cutting and washing all those ingredients... lols.. BUT i will definitely improve in it!=)

Well, today...initially, I wanted to wait for my brother to wake up from his nap to start stir-frying~ but in the end, I came online and search on "Google" for the recipe~ lols... So I was ready to start cooking~ but half way through..I discovered that there ain't any onion or garlic in the house...(=.-) So I just continue frying WITHOUT any onion or garlic~ However... the outcome was not too bad!=D it taste alright~ As i believe tat its main flavourings are Oyster and Soy sause~ lols...

Anyway..better stop my excitment with the ONE dish tat I had cooked...=)

MY BABY COUSINS ARE BACK!!! =) Jason and his younger sister Jennie... I must say tat..Jennie is getting more and more "HUGE"..lols.. but its a good thing though~ I believe tat she will be real TALL when she gets older!=D wow..then i will have a MODEL cousin~=D i dun mind! lols..

By the way, business are getting more and more quiet~ well...like today... In cabramatta~ you can hardly see much people walking around.. (Em..Though I believe that the other area around Cabramatta will be much more quiet~ but still..) So I have been spending the WHOLE day playing SUDOKU~ lols.. initially..I was playing at the level of "novoice"..lols..BUT I JUST COULDN'T GET IT~ the whole morning + additional 3 hours of noon~ STILL CAN'T SOLVE..(=.-) well~ I must say that I am getting more and more dumb~ (-.+) Hopefully~I will be able to improve after many practice! lols..

Also...The weather in Sydney is starting to heat up again~ (-.-) can't imagine what it will be like tomorrow~ =(

LOVE MARRIAGE!!!

2010-01-25T00:30:00.001+11:00

Fishes from my uncle's house~ hais~~~~ Now I have one birthday wish~hahas.getting a whole series of LOVE MARRIAGE~ =( been trying the whole night to get access to the net to watch the other espoides that i dun have~ but...unsuccessful~=(

hais~~~~ nothing much to update today~ just~the weather in Australia is so inconsistent~ yesterday was at the top of 41...today drops to 22 degrees~ hais~ hopefully it will stays around twenties throughout the whole week..but i know..it's almost impossible~ =(

2PM and Yoon Eun Hye’s CF

2010-01-23T23:52:00.000+11:00

Wow!!! Yoon Eun Hye looks so attractive in here~ lols.. anyway, the korean drama that just came out not long ago, regarding to " My fair lady".. she looks so attractive and hot!!! Anyway, the house that was filmed in the drama is actually the same as the other drama "Boys Over Flower"...

2PM iS HOT TOO!!!:D

HOT DAY~

2010-01-23T23:24:00.001+11:00

*sign* I had been sleeping for almost the whole day in the store..but..still feeling sleepy now~lols.. im really transforming into a Pig soon~ (Z.z) anyway..today is A HOT HOT day~ and is SATURDAY~ normally, on this day~ you will see Cabramatta's John street will be crowded by lots of people.. but today~ almost dead quiet~ (x.Z) only the Drink stores was having lots of costumers~

Today nth much to update..just have a mixture of feelings I have developed a few hours ago~ well~ its also equivalent to no feeling to update~ end here..

anyway..today is HEAD of Sotong's birthday~hahas..getting more and more old~ still single..tsk tsk~ wish tat he will get one mrs sotong for me soon!XD

tiring day...

2010-01-22T22:41:00.000+11:00

Today is a tiring and boring day~ Well~ its due to the WEATHER~ 38 degrees~~~ i wonder how can i survive in such a weather!! but tml..it an't gonna be any better!!! 41 DEGREES~ (-.+)""

anyway, tat's THOA~~~ my "JI"= elder sister in vietnamese~ =) was quite boring in the store~ as who would want to shop in a weather like this!!! if i can..i would just prefer to stay at home and switch on the air-con for the whole day long~~~ (*.*)

Been watching " Love Marriage" for the past few weeks..actually..i had finished it for quite a long period..just that the drama is just too good and i really like it lots! hence, the repetition of watching it~=)

It's a korean drama, not shown recently..But it should be pulished in a few years before~ It's real good~ though both actor and actress ain't attractive when you first see them..but the storyline is real good..more realistic than most of the "unrealistic" dramas~

by the way, my Information System exam timetable is out~ 8th of Feb... at Randwick Racecourse, derby room~ WOW!!! i love Derby room~ the washroom is so attractive and clean~~~ there even have sofa in there too!!!! (^.^) *i must be crazy to actually introduce Derby Room like tat...

but it will be 8.45 am~~~ (Z.z) i need to wake up at 4.30 am again~~~

Got to end here~ (Z.z)

Finally FREE~

2010-01-20T21:21:00.000+11:00

FINALLY FREE~ Today is the FINAL day of submission of my Information System report.. lols.. tat's a benefit for doing Summer course.. giving u extended time for submission of assignment..

Do you believe that..they're only 42 people doing this course this term~ lols.. And..everyone was relief after submitting the 30% report~ now everyone has to get ready for our FINAL exam~ which is....in....unknown days time~ hahas.. To be honest, our university is ain't as good as its reputation stands..hahas.. its just as greedy and lazy as it can be~ hahas..

Anyway, I am really happy and feel relief after soooo MANY weeks/ months of rushing/ editing this stupid report~ Off course through out this period, i do feel really sick and tired of doing it... I did attempt to give up LOTS of times..but still..i hold back and finished it up till now~ hahas.. Well, I have to thanks my team members for their effort and patience they have in me~ =) Similarly, want to take this opportunity to apologize for throwing my temper on you guys~:D Off course, i always apologise straight after that!:D but still feel grateful to join GROOVE and being part of the workshop group~=) hopefully our friendship will last~

Been reading the past entries that I had posted in the blog. To be honest, I dare not read the first few months or years of entries as..I noticed that my English was totally crap! lols.. Hopefully my English have improved lots since then~ =)

By the way, from the past entries I found memories that I never remember happening in my life and discovered that I was totally a childish and foolish~ hahas.. those're the two words tat I can describe myself as.. (^.*) But those are best and unforgetable part of my life~=)

Feeling Empty

2010-01-15T21:58:00.002+11:00

Isn't tat car look attractive? It's HUMMER~ gosh.. expensive.. i saw 3 of it..there's another one tat i really like it..it looks more "charismatic"... just wish tat i can just sit once on car like this.. =)

p.s. took it infront of my store.. (>.<)

Anyway, it been a boring and tiring day for me. Even though I haven't done anything much.. that is staying in the store and wondering around..talk talk talk..lols.. But it's really boring..as Cabramatta seems to be a "Dead" suburb for the past few days.. I think it might be due to the WEATHER~ been changing..i.e. it can be extreme HOT and a sudden BIG fall in temperature.. (-.-) Now i know understand why in the early morning, there's always a long line infront of the clinic..

Well.. been feeling empty.. even though i know that i have numerous works to do..but i am just too lazy to start or complete it.. (z_Z)

P.s. to be honest, I feel hurt from the bottom of my heart.. (wonder why...)

People's life is so unpredictable. U'll never know what'll happen next.

2010-01-14T23:37:00.001+11:00

Today I experienced a car accident..the first and I hope that this will be the last.. To be honest, I feel really bless that neither my brother and I got hurt from this.. However, I felt cheated and pissed off...

I am too lazy to go into detail. To sum up everything, it's just an unlucky day for us.. We ran into a PRO, who want to collect insurance compensation..

From this, I finally accept the fact that Aussie are really racist towards ASIAN.. They just play nice in the surface but deep down in their blood, they hate us.. Off course..I ain't refering to all..but MAJORITY are~ This really disappointed me......

Anyway, this is the photo of HIS car... Ain't tat serious right???

This is OUR car.. we can't even drive it... (-.-)''''

According to the AUSTRALIA law, no matters what... The parties who hit from the back, always at fault~ So... We received a ticket and a deduct of 3 Points..but the other guy ain't any better.. He also got a Ticket + (unknown points deducted)...

Sometimes, I wonder, is all the laws set are good/ benefical to everyone? If there's people who came out with this policy, there's definitly someone out there who will misuse the policy and use it as a way to earn extra benefit...So..Is it still right to blindly follow the laws?

For every Failure, it's the beginning of Success

2010-01-13T23:38:00.002+11:00

Finally...after 3 years of not cooking a proper dish, this is the first dish i cooked~~~ (=.=) it's bitter melon soup!!! heex..does it look good? this is totally done by myself!:D

well..to me it's look ALL RIGHT...at least make me wanna eat it..just tat..when u taste the soup..it's tasteless~~~~(=.=) well..it's just tat i forget to put seasoning~~~ lols.. dumb me yeah? lols..

anyway...after facing so many failures in the past few weeks, i learned to face the failures and work on it~ treating it as a learning outcome and try to turn it into success! (Even though, I don't really think tat i had achieved any high achievement till now~).. However, having a high aim..it's always benefical..=) motivate you to work harder and try to achieve higher!!!:D

Year 2010

2010-01-12T00:20:00.000+11:00

Happy New year everyone!!!:D may all of you be bless in this year.=)
- Single being able to find an ideal partner.
- Couple will get to know each other more and the chemistry will improve~:D
- Family being as united as posible~:D
- Friends will be more understanding and shows more concern to each other.
- Studies... achieving the score that is set.
- Career.. success and get promotion.
- Business.. earning lots!

cherish whoever and whatever you have now~:D

best wishes to all of you~:D

Wondering who's the cute boy? He ain't my child (-.-) hahas.. he's my cousin~ currently in AMERICA~ hahas.. missing him lots.~~~

Anyway..i must be crazy to update my rotten blog at this time.. (12 midnight, high weighting assignment due on wednesday and work starts at 9 am tomorrow).

Just to say it's BURNING HOT nowadays in Australia.. today gonna be 39 degree~ my god..i will definitely turning into a cooked carrot~ cooked mountain pig~ cooked siew mian~..

Missing all those days I have in singapore..the memories that I have over there..Friends that i made there...=) I feel so good tat there're people who really understand and know me well~:D I FEEL BLESS now~:D

Still...I GOT TO GO AND COMPLETE MY ASSIGNMENT NOW~

Everyone seems to be moving on...but I am left behind..

2009-08-14T18:11:00.000+10:00

Tears been falling from my eyes onto my cheeks.....
whenever I am alone..
I know why and I know I shouldn't...
I do know that I must not and can not cry infront of anyone..especially infront of my family...
So...I choose to drop tears when I am alone..

I know no one would read my blog anymore... only those who care for me would..or even those who just happened to be bored..

I am really suffering....but I know...my dad is suffering more.. so I shouldn't be complaining and shouldn't show it out to him nor my family... this will make him and them more stress and tired...
Whenever tears came rolling down my face..I would wish someone would be there to help me, give me a hug or at least listen to me.. but...none... I know there're people who really are caring and worrying for me... but... sometimes... I just don't want to trouble them too much..even I know that they are not only my friends but CLOSEST friends.. but I still can't.. As..whenever I turn to someone... I am either rejected or ignored... I know they are busy..especially when we are all university students now..having lots of assignments and group works due soon..

Really feel that everyone is moving on..but I had been standing at the same spot for a long long time...

I am really tired and............upset.....but I can't really do anything.. but I know I have to try..but I am afraid that I don't have the energy to even try...

Back to reply all tag~=)

2008-09-05T09:23:00.004+10:00

Firstly, I would need to apologize to everyone who had leave a message on my tagboard and I would not be able to reply them on the tagboard itself...As it would be difficult for everyone to go down my tagboard and look for my reply right?hahas....So I had decided to reply it here~=)

To Huy: hahas...sorry about it...but really~no money~=( if you don't mind, you can sponser me one~hahas.=) anyway...your english really improved lots~ hahas...is that suppose to a break for you? i thought it should a study weeks/month? hahas...but hope that your prelim results are good and also all the best for your o'level! Must score well,yeah?=) my school life? read the later post~you would know~ hais...

To Jolie: hahas..why do you think that i replied to the wrong person?hahas...is it becus i kept replying other's messages to your moblie?hahas..(>.<) sorry..but maybe i had replied the wrong person..=) but now..i wouldn't be able to reply as my credit is back to ZERO! hahas.. erm..im not too sure i would be able to go online again~actually i do go online~but whenever i went online~no one is there~=)

To Jenny: hahas~SEE THIS! is this better off?hahas..=) really miss you gals alot!and also not forgetting~ah huy~hahas.=) erm...you guys really make me smile and laugh alot~ i felt im not worthwhile here~ =(

To Xiao shi (Yongxin): CHEN XIAO SHI!!!!!=) really miss calling out your name like that..hais... hahas...=) thanks for your support~really!!!! =)i will really jiayou over here!=) really miss you gals...missing 4e1'o7... all those memories we had in singapore and also not forgetting SEM MAMA!=) hahas..

To Xinglin: Zhuzhuling ar~hahas....i also wish to go back~but main thing is now...no time and no money~ hais...if i want to go anywhere i would need to saveup the money on my own~my brothers would be asking me to SAVE! and tell me that..all his money had spent on my~now he have nothing much~hahas!=) but when im goin back to singapore...i would inform you!!! don't worry~=)

Secondly, i think that only my truth friends from Singapore and Cambodia would treasure reading those entries that i had updated....hais.~ Maybe im too sensitive and i shouldn't be asking too much from all friends im having now in Australia... But im really feeling very lost~ no sense of secure~ hais~=(

Thirdly, I might be going back to cambodia for a short period...as my family is applying for visa and the Australia immigration want me to leave Australia in order to give me, my visa~ hais...which also mean that i might need to give up my Foundation Studies- semester2 and go back. Thus, I might need to come back and join the other steam semester2....

when i received this news, i still dropped tears for them* but now i think it does not really worth while to some people~ hais... anyway...i think im thinking too much~ ignore what i said earlier~ just looking for somewhere to "vomit" out all my unhappiness...suddenly found out that i don't really have any one to "vomit" all my unhappiness out now~ really miss all bestfriends i have in singapore~ all those memories~ =( if i were to choose family, no friends...choose friends, no family~ hais... hope you guys understand what i mean~

Lastly, it seems like...BC5'o8 is going to break up soon~hahas...seems like..everyone is leaving~ Like yesterday, Jason had left Australia for China to visit his grandfather~ hais... though i know that he would be coming back in 10days time but...i have feeling that i might be leaving before he came back~ he's really a very good friend that i do not want to lose~=(

I think that all i want to update on~ really tired...headaches are coming back~

Once again~really thanks alot to my friends in singapore to be so supportive!=) i don't regret having you guys as my bestest FRIENDs in singapore~=)

Karenn*

Back to update~

2008-08-26T09:51:00.002+10:00

Hey everyone~ Finally I am back to update this ROTTEN BLOG~ WHICH SEEMS TO BE A FOREST NOW~hahas.. but now im trying to cut down all those branches that's are round this blog~hahas..(if u understand what i mean, if not, it's alright.=))

Anyway~i know that if i upload this image~JENNY SOK will DEFINITELY KILL ME!hahas~ but it's a very good memory for me to remember right?hahas (right? JENNY~) really missing those friends i have in singapore~ hope that they had not forgotten me yet... these few days have been reading a lot~ *i believed that many people would be damn surprise to see that~i manage to read a almost 5cm thick english book~hahas~ it's totally impossible for me in the past but now~i manage to~which seems to be miracle~hahas.

I had just finished my Semester1 examinations and I had received my results~not as good as I had aimed for~ though teachers and friends have been very encouraging~my brother~(=.=) have been kind *discouraging* but i know that he's doing all these for my own good~hais... This is my very first time feeling of "giving up hope" in my studies...though I do not mean every subjects but there's one subject that I totally feel like giving up on... BUT it stands the most credit in my total GPA. hais~ *having the feeling to burst out into tears*.=(

However, I can't give up because now I do not have time to feel depress~Time seems to be out for me~Semester2 days seem to be running fast(just like a maraton). Hais~=( Semester2 examinations are round the corner~it's an examination that would determine whether I can get into Uni~I do not want to stay in this foundation building anymore! I want to move to the main Uni buliding~ The Business Building~!

Do wish my all the best yeah?=) All the best to everyone too~ Friends in singapore~ not too sure whether u have gotten back your results but still wishing the best of luck to all of you too~=) O'level students and N'level students~ STUDY HARD do not go out too often! all those hard work u give now~would really worthwhile in future!=)

Karenn*CarrotOrange

Talented children!!

2008-05-22T22:09:00.001+10:00

Autumn in Australia

2008-05-21T18:55:00.002+10:00

Please don't mind the picture. That are just some pictures that taken by my Er Ge, Kevin, when we have nothing much to do when my Da Ge, Steven, wasn't around at home. (*.*)

That's my beloved boots, that I DARE NOT WEAR IT OUT. This is because of...it looks totally like a COW-skin. (o.o) NEW TOP! TBY- to be young- japan brand.

It's been a week ever since the last entry that I had posted. In just one week time, many things had happened....
*Si Chuan-China- got earthquakes.
-> many people die during the natural disaster. "(

First attack was on 12th May 2oo8 and the second attack was on 17th May 2oo8 (if I am not wrong). What we should do now, not to feel upset but to start donating money to China! (>.<) Also, to pray hard that there would be more and more survivors being save!
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Back to Karenn's world....

For the last week, many things happened... Off course both bad and good... But I would only post my happiness.=) Friday was the day... The first lunch I went out for our class lunch activity!!!(>.<) Lunch at a Chinese restaurant-Yum Cha! Vivian, Sherie, Karen & Stacey

Allen, Skip, Jason, Jin & Vincent

It was in deep a very meaningful trip!!(*.*) Though, Allen, Stacey and I reached late and were the last few who start eating!! (o.o) Off course, we wouldn't dare to eat too long as........ the restaurant is going to close at that point of time. (They would only open during morning time and night time.) That night, Stacey went to stay over at my house for one night! (X.X) SURPRISE?!!! Actually..she wanted to buy some clothes from my Dad's Shop in Cabramatta, but it's already quite late if she's going to buy those clothes. That night, was the day our friendship grows. (>.<)

I got to stop typing till here.... as..... I HAVE NOT COMPLETE THE ASSIGNMENTS THAT HAVE TO BE HAND IN TOMORROW! Wish me good luck..... as there are a Essay writing test tomorrow too and I totally have not prepare...=.=

WASHING CLOTHES!!*

Karenn*

Depressing?

2008-05-13T20:54:00.007+10:00

It's currently autumn now in Australia, Sydney. However, I seems to be in Winter instead. (>.<) Actually it's the coat that is with the fur that makes it look thick, but it's not thick at all. (-.+) Anyway, this is a picture i took in my family's Australia shop with the MOST popular/attractive swan behind me. (^^.) **GROWING FAT**

Feeling Depress..............
I am not too sure whether am I thinking too much again or it's the fact... This few days, I keep having the feeling/thought that I am really ignoring, in the sense of kept bothering friends around me. (>.<) Or should I say that I feel that they thinks/feels that I am ignoring. Sometimes I might feel that I am really extra. Like..when I treat a person as my closest friend but she doesn't, instead, she treats me totally as a NORMAL friend. I really dislike/scare of this feeling. I do not want to have history repeating again in my life. Especially unhappy memory. A memory that I had never talk about in my own life. ( No offense to anyone. *Peace*)

Sometimes, these problems would causes me to think "why do we, humans have to make friends in our life?" and "why do I need to treat her so good when she treats me like a friend that can easily forgotten?"

Trying to stop thinking so much.............................

Missing those days we were once together.....
Really misses those days I had in Singapore with both my house mates and schoolmates. How I wish that there would be a time machine that would be able to bring me back to the days that I miss most........

( There are some people giving comments that my font are too small, thus, I am using LARGEST font. )

Karenn*CarrotOrange

Survey test-Get To know yourself better.

2008-05-09T16:35:00.001+10:00

Actually, I had done this survey test a year ago but once again, I am trying this to see whether there's any change and there's really some little changes. hahas. =) This proved that people would change easily. (-.+)

However, I still thinks that the first attempt is more likely to be truth for myself. (>.<)

Try this on this website:

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Karen*CarrotOrange

Trip to Guang Zhou XIANGJING

2008-05-08T23:26:00.001+10:00

School life*

2008-05-08T18:24:00.002+10:00

Green apple was what I had just finished eating.=) I found out that the green apple in Australia does not taste sour but SWEET*!=) Surprising yeah?hahas.

It's lucky that the green apple here tastes sweet not sour, as from now on, I have to eat green apple often because of my gastric pain.(>.<) That's what I heard from my Cousin Brother-In-Law.=) Ever since the day I went to my grandparents' tomb/grave, I suffer this sickness. I do take medicines but off course, not too often as it would turn into a habit.

Actually I think that I had already adapted to my lifestyle in Australia. [ I am really someone who is very feasible.=)] I am enjoying my student life beside all those scolding I got from lecturers.(>.<) Enjoying in the sense of love being with my classmates ( bonding class ) and attending those lectures and tutorials ( Most importantly is adapting to having 3 different teachers for each Academic English tutorials. ) that I'm finally understood. (-.+) [ Arrived on earth.(>.<) ]

Formal

Informal

This is my BC5 family photo!=) Finally out! We took it last Wednesday during one of our mathematics tutorial! It were taken by our maths teacher, Jim, which is MIA in the photo.hahas. (>.<)

Love my classmates lot!=)

Karen*CarrotOrange

Trip to Siem Reap

2008-05-05T22:24:00.000+10:00

1st entry in AUSTRALIA,sydney.

2008-05-02T14:27:00.005+10:00

Hey, finally I'm here to update my blog. It's been a long time ever since the last time I came to update my rotten blog and I have to really apologise to everyone of u.=)

I had arrived in Australia!=) Actually, I arrived on the 9Th April 2oo8 but I was quite busy with settling down thus had no time to update this rotten (should be forest) blog of mine.(-.+)

I am currently studying in UNSW ( University of NEW SOUTH WALES), foundation year(lousy). lols. Why did i say that it's lousy? It's because I seems to be repeating what I had studied last year. Like mathematics,even though there is many formulas are repeated but there're still a few more unfamiliar formulas coming out. Academic English, there's quite a little different but not too much too.:)

However, there's other subjects that I have never study before; Economics- something that I totally didn't learn before, Legal studies- laws of Australia, and lastly, Computer studies (something much more interesting as compared to the others)- teaches us how to use Microsoft words 2oo7(it's so beautiful, I believed that most of the ladies would like to use that), Photoshop and etc.

I still trying to get use to the style of living in Australia. Off course, things in Australia is much more different from Singapore and also...much less advance.(NO OFFENCES) Examples;

* the TRANSPORTs. Singapore's MRT is much more advance than Australia.
* the FOODs. In Singapore, there is a large range of choices to choose but in Australia, it's difficult to look for delicious food. I MISS SINGAPORE & CAMBODIA noodles.:)
* the SERVICEs. In Singapore, the services are really good. (At least they would try to help those people who needs help in anyway.) In Australia, it's in the different case.
* the PEOPLEs. In Singapore, I believe that in Nanyang Poly, I would be able to meet a few numbers of people/ friends that are familiar. On the other hand, in UNSW, I know none of the people beside the classmates that I am having.

Actually I do like the class I am in now, as they are all humorous and friendly. I felt blessed to be in BC5. Even though, the number of students are half of the number of students in 4e1'o7, but I just like the new classmates.=) As my new class are make up by INTERNATIONAL students from;
*China
*Hong Kong
*Korea
*Bangladesh(if I didn't spell it wrongly)
All of them are really friendly and helpful.=) I felt happy to be part of the BC5 family.=)

Freckly speaking, it's my classmates that are leading me not to feel scare and afraid in the school, but giving me the sense of secure.=) Thus, I really like attending tutorials and lectures with them.(+.+) Especially, my KE AI (kawaii) de QING REN - cute lover.=) Renae and Stacey. They are the classmates I get to know in the class.=)

I think I will end my entry till here, and promise to update and upload pictures that were taken in Australia and Cambodia.=) HOPEFULLY, i can put my BC5 family photo soon.=)

By the way, I am currently updating in UTS (University of Technology of Sydney). My brother's university, waiting for this guy to finish up his GROUP WORK!=)

Goin off to Australia*

2008-01-11T18:56:00.000+11:00

WOW!!!FAHRENHEIT is getting more and more handsome.I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!!hahas.missing them a lot!hahas.

Hi,everyone. It has been a long time eversince the last time I came to update this rotten blog. I am really sorry about this.:( Anyway, I am blogging in Cambodia now.

*sigh* Most of my friends are either working or studying now, while me? I am rotting in Cambodia but sooner or later, I would be going back to Singapore for my O'LEVEL RESULT.*nervous*

However, after I got my results I would need to rush back to Cambodia as I need to hand in load of forms and things to apply to go for studies in Australia. I have already seem the book and person who could be able to help me there. It's for real now~for the past 6years or so..my family have been waiting for this day.hahas.

Did fahrenheit's second album came out already?:( I didn't even know.Cambodia is boring but at least there are televsion programs for me to watch.hahas.:)

Really hope that my o'level result would be good.:) Hope that my friends in Singapore are doing fine too. I miss all of you a lot!:) ESPECIALLY JENNY, JANICE, KEVIN, JANETTE,CHERYL,KRISTEN, CARIS, VIVIAN, JOLIE AND 4E1*o7.hahas. Miss the days we have together.:)

I think I would stop here.:)All the best to the special U* who came into my blog and read the things I had blogged.:)

Karen*FAHRENHEIT

going back cambodia.

2007-11-19T01:20:00.000+11:00

Lols. I supposed this picture was taken for th watson's drink. (>.<)

This Thursday, I am going back to Cambodia. If I am not wrong, I would not be coming back to Singapore for my further studies. lols.

I had got to chalet.(a boring one) lols. 1st day, Jolie, Weilun and I went to watch Movie; the Game Plan. It's really a funny movie. hahas. :) Strongly recommand u to watch!!!

2nd day, boss and Jianhui came to accompany me because Jolie have to work.(-.-) Chalet still need to work. POWER. Boss, Jianhui and I had no where to go,thus rot at chalet. Actually plan to have steamboat but later found out that we didn't prepare the necessary things. (-.-) Therefore, cancelled the whole steamboat thing(Sorry Boss, for letting you to bring so heavy the steamboat pot but end up didn't have one.) and planned a surprise birthday for Jolie. Bought cake, lots of tibits(we can eat till late) and wine(having the thought that Jolie, Jianhui and I could drink it). Ended up, everything was the opposite. Jolie came back from work late and Jianhui wanted to go home.(-.-) MOOD DESTROY.tsk tsk.(>.<) However, tat night Jolie, Boss and I stayed overnight, we played uno and jackpot. In toally, it's bored.(+.-)

3rd day, went home.

However, during noon. I went out for Fahrenheit fansclub things at cityhall. After tat, went to Dougby Gout to take my 'The X-family' and 'Romantic Princess' book. WOW. NICE!!!!

I think I am too lazy to continue to tag. (>.*)

CarrotOrange

YOYOYOYO!!!!IM BACK.

2007-11-10T12:17:00.000+11:00

It has been a LONG LONG LONG LONG time ever since the last time I came to post. :) hahas.

Sorry for it. I have been busy with my O'levels and also Fahrenheit's drama.:) hahas.

I am goin to complete my O'level paper soon, JUST NEED ONE MORE PAPER!!! hahas. Which is NEXT WEEK.(-.-) This reminds me about one conference with Jie Luang(my housemate);

Jie Luang: Oh my gosh, I need to travel for 2hours just to take one paper.(-.-)

Karen: Lols, you just need to travel 2hours for one paper. What about me? I need to wait for 6 days for one paper. Isn't this worst than urs?hahas.

Actually, after this two whole weeks of examinations, I felt more relax and carefree. During O'level, I dare to admit that I am stress up but not as stress up when I am taking my Prelims. You must be feeling very weird right?(>.<) Let's don't say about Examinations, let's talk about Fahrenheit.:)

I have been crazy over them for a LONG LONG LONG time. I believed that those who knows me would be very SURPRISE that I would support them for SO such a LONG period. Truly speaking, Fahrenheit is the FIRST group or should I say, the First idol that could make me going crazy over them. Not for a short period of time but a LONG period. :) However, I do say their BADs. I am not those who cannot accept their BADs. hahas.:) Truly saying, being any idol fan, we should accept his/her/their GOODs and BADs. That's what I think of, no offend to anyone.:)**PEACE**

Lols. Yesterday I just went to quene up for Show Luo Zhi Xiang's concert autograph session. However I didn't buy his concert ticket, but I had pre-order his album. Thus, I went to quene up. At first, I just wanted to accompany my friend. But end up, I went to pre-order Luo Zhi Xiang's album.(>.<)

I went Bugis at 7plus, but P.M. but is A.M. (WOW!!! KAREN, U MUST BE CRAZY)hahas. I believe all of you would react like this. If I didn't go there early, I would not be able to get into the first row quene in the line!!!!WOW.:) AND GET TO SHAKE SHOW'S HAND FIRST!!!!AND SEE HIS CHARMING SMILE!!!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HE IS JUST TOO CHARMING!!!!!!!!:):):):) I did not regret to line up for TWENLE AND A HALF HOURS!!!!:)hahas. IT'S WORTH.

Actually, during the autograph session, there are many unhappiness things happened too. Those who were in the first cried, I cried too. This was because the organizine last minute said that only those 500 people who have the poster(brought the tickets from BUGIS JUNCTION) will go first. OH MY GOSH!!!!!FUCKER neh~ =X

However, after crying. We are LUCKY as those friends who were infront of us earlier,(White gang-Because they were wearing in WHITE.:) They are a mini-SHOW fansclub.) asked us just get into the quene, they would not care so much.:):):) They are so good!!!!Not like those Fansclub behind us.(-.-) Still dare to claim that they have been waiting for Show eversince the day before. (-.-) WOW!!!! We came at 6plus on the actual day but yet we were infront of you. Erm....It's a little weird to claim yourself coming the previous day. (>.<) Nevermind, I get to shake Luo Zhi Xiang hands at the first ten, I am already very happy.(>.<) BLESSED.hahas.

OH MY GOSH! What about my Fahrenheit? hahas. Erm, let's wait till they comes.Hahas. KIDDING!!!! I still do support Fahrenheit, but CAN THE FOUR OF YOU FASTER COME!!!!(>.<) lols. Please choose the right timing wor!!! Don't choose those days we having something on or when I am not in Singapore.(>.<) hahas.

If next year I am still in Singapore, I would join the White gang.hahas. OPSH. What about Fahrenheit?hahas. Share my love.hahas. (>.<) This is what my LAOPOs said yesterday.hahas. The 3 of us are joining. WOW!!!hahas.

CarrotOrange

这不是一个神话故事，而是为了使你领悟一个道理

2007-09-07T22:24:00.000+10:00

　从前，有一座圆音寺，每天都有许多人上香拜佛，香火很旺。

在圆音寺庙前的横梁上有个蜘蛛结了张网，由于每天都受到香火和虔诚的祭拜的熏

托，蛛蛛便有了佛性。

经过了一千多年的修炼，蛛蛛佛性增加了不少。

　　忽然有一天，佛主光临了圆音寺，看见这里香火甚旺，十分高兴。

离开寺庙的时候，不轻易间地抬头，看见了横梁上的蛛蛛。

佛主停下来，问这只蜘蛛：

“你我相见总算是有缘，我来问你个问题，看你修炼了这一千多年来，有什么真知拙

见。怎么样？”蜘蛛遇见佛主很是高兴，连忙答应了。

佛主问到：“世间什么才是最珍贵的？”

蜘蛛想了想，回答到：“世间最珍贵的是‘得不到’和‘已失去’。”

佛主点了点头，离开了。

　　就这样又过了一千年的光景，蜘蛛依旧在圆音寺的横梁上修炼，它的佛性大增。

一日，佛主又来到寺前，对蜘蛛说道：

“你可还好，一千年前的那个问题，你可有什么更深的认识吗？”

蜘蛛说：“我觉得世间最珍贵的是‘得不到’和‘已失去’。”

佛主说：“你再好好想想，我会再来找你的。”

　　又过了一千年，有一天，刮起了大风，风将一滴甘露吹到了蜘蛛网上。

蜘蛛望着甘露，见它晶莹透亮，很漂亮，顿生喜爱之意。

蜘蛛每天看着甘露很开心，它觉得这是三千年来最开心的几天。

突然，又刮起了一阵大风，将甘露吹走了。

蜘蛛一下子觉得失去了什么，感到很寂寞和难过。

这时佛主又来了，问蜘蛛：

“蜘蛛这一千年，你可好好想过这个问题：世间什么才是最珍贵的？”

蜘蛛想到了甘露，对佛主说：“世间最珍贵的是‘得不到’和‘已失去’。”

佛主说：“好，既然你有这样的认识，我让你到人间走一朝吧。”

　　就这样，蜘蛛投胎到了一个官宦家庭，成了一个富家小姐，

父母为她取了个名字叫蛛儿。

一晃，蛛儿到了十六岁了，已经成了个婀娜多姿的少女，长的十分漂亮，楚楚动人。

　　这一日，新科状元郎甘鹿中士，皇帝决定在后花园为他举行庆功宴席。

来了许多妙龄少女，包括蛛儿，还有皇帝的小公主长风公主。

状元郎在席间表演诗词歌赋，大献才艺，在场的少女无一不被他折倒。

但蛛儿一点也不紧张和吃醋，因为她知道，这是佛主赐予她的姻缘。

　　过了些日子，说来很巧，蛛儿陪同母亲上香拜佛的时候，

正好甘鹿也陪同母亲而来。

上完香拜过佛，二位长者在一边说上了话。

蛛儿和甘鹿便来到走廊上聊天，蛛儿很开心，终于可以和喜欢的人在一起了，

但是甘鹿并没有表现出对她的喜爱。

蛛儿对甘鹿说：“你难道不曾记得十六年前，圆音寺的蜘蛛网上的事情了吗？”

甘鹿很诧异，说：“蛛儿姑娘，你漂亮，也很讨人喜欢，

但你想象力未免丰富了一点吧。”说罢，和母亲离开了。

　　蛛儿回到家，心想，佛主既然安排了这场姻缘，

为何不让他记得那件事，甘鹿为何对我没有一点的感觉？

　　几天后，皇帝下召，命新科状元甘鹿和长风公主完婚；蛛儿和太子芝草完婚。

这一消息对蛛儿如同晴空霹雳，她怎么也想不同，佛主竟然这样对她。

几日来，她不吃不喝，穷究急思，灵魂就将出壳，生命危在旦夕。

太子芝草知道了，急忙赶来，扑倒在床边，对奄奄一息的蛛儿说道：

“那日，在后花园众姑娘中，我对你一见钟情，我苦求父皇，他才答应。

如果你死了，那么我也就不活了。”说着就拿起了宝剑准备自刎。

　　就在这时，佛主来了，他对快要出壳的蛛儿灵魂说：

“蜘蛛，你可曾想过，甘露（甘鹿）是由谁带到你这里来的呢？

是风（长风公主）带来的，最后也是风将它带走的。

甘鹿是属于长风公主的，他对你不过是生命中的一段插曲。

而太子芝草是当年圆音寺门前的一棵小草，他看了你三千年，爱慕了你三千年，

但你却从没有低下头看过它。蜘蛛，我再来问你，世间什么才是最珍贵的？”

蜘蛛听了这些真相之后，好象一下子大彻大悟了，她对佛主说：

“世间最珍贵的不是‘得不到’和‘已失去’，而是现在能把握的幸福。”

刚说完，佛主就离开了，蛛儿的灵魂也回位了，睁开眼睛，

看到正要自刎的太子芝草，她马上打落宝剑，和太子深深的抱着……

　　故事结束了，你能领会蛛儿最后一刻的所说的话吗？

“世间最珍贵的不是‘得不到’和‘已失去’，而是现在能把握的幸福。”

A very lovely story right? The most precious thing in the world is not 'could not receive what you want' and 'things that you had been lost', but instead, is holding on to the happiness around you now.:)

Teachers' day Celebration Pictures at Sem Mama's condo Fuction Room

2007-09-04T23:36:00.001+10:00

Love SMS.

2007-09-04T16:38:00.000+10:00

这是一个真实的故事……

一天一个男孩送给他的女朋友一台汉显传呼机，温柔的对她说：“我以后再也不怕找不到你了。”

女孩调皮的说：“如果我离开这座城市，你就呼不到我了。”

男孩得意的摇摇头：“我可是办了漫游的，无论你走到哪里我都会呼到你”

女孩问他的传呼号是什么，男孩说：“这是爱情专线，号码不公开。”

从此女孩每天都把它带在身边，一刻也不离开。

在一个阳光明媚，让人有一份好的不得了的心情的周末，女孩只留了一张字条给父母，坐上汽车奔向邻近的县城游玩，但是没有人知道女孩正走向一场灾难。

女孩县城玩了一天，拖着沉沉的脚步找到一间带淋浴的小旅馆。一走进房间，女孩迫不及待的走进浴室，想洗去一身的疲惫。

当女孩正准备脱衣服的时候，脚下一阵晃动，她急忙扶住一根铁管，心想错觉吗？但是当第二次晃动，女孩知道这不是错觉。

跟随第二次的晃动中还带有急促和沉闷的断裂声，女孩的全身开始颤栗，她知道可怕的地震来了，随着第三第四次的更加猛烈的震动，无边的黑暗和无边的恐惧把女孩紧紧的包裹起来女孩象一只受伤的野兽，拼命的放声号叫，拼命的拍打、撕咬浴室的门板。

然而一切都是徒劳，女孩无力的蜷缩在阴凉冷漠的地上。

不知过了多久，忽然腰间一阵颤动，是呼机。女孩匆匆的摘下它，在黑暗中摸索着按到了键子，即看到了绿色的光芒：“林先生请你七点钟到老地方见面。”

读着这句话，女孩的泪水又一次涌出来，滑过嘴角。咸咸涩涩的。

想着电话那边的他，女孩又再一次尝试着走出困境，但是是再一次的徒劳与绝望。女孩跌坐在地上，把自己缩成一团，眼睛盯着呼机的屏幕。

不知过了多久，女孩睡着了，又不知过了多久，呼机再一次在女孩的手中颤动了：“林先生问你在哪里，请速回电话。”

女孩再一次的流下眼泪，我想告诉你我在哪里，但是我办不到啊。

渐渐的女孩平静了下来，面对无法挽回的死亡，女孩不知道自己还能做什么。

呼机第三次震动：“去了你家，看到你留下的字条，请火速回家。”

女孩的心又开始躁动。

呼机第四震动：“我听到广播，知道你那里发生了什么，相信你此时正拿着呼机读我的话，我们很快会见面的。”似乎有一缕曙光在女孩的眼前闪过。

女孩期待呼机第五次的震动，此时的呼机成了他生命唯一的寄托。

时间一分一秒的过去了，呼机象一个疲惫的孩子一样睡着了。

终于第五次的震动来了：“我去找你，车不通，想尽各种办法，还是无功而返。我相信你不会出问题的，你是一个聪明又好运的女孩。我等待你的归来！”

第六次，第七次。。。。女孩在男孩一次又一次的传呼中度过了一个又一个恐惧与绝望的时刻，不知不觉已经两天两夜了。

死亡的阴影越来越紧的箍住女孩的全身，仿佛看到自己体内的鲜血和肌肉正被一条黑色的巨蛇一口一口贪婪的吞噬。

女孩觉得自己快不行了，连哭泣的力量都没有了，她的思想开始混乱，感觉自己正在往下沉，就在沉到底的时候，呼机第三十八次，也许第四十八次，五十八次震动起来，那震动象磁铁一样，牢牢的吸住了女孩体内残余的所有能量：“我们什么时候结婚？举行哪些仪式？从现在开始我们分别设想一下，日后评出最佳方案。”

结婚，婚礼，实在是太诱人了，女孩陷入了遐想之中。

海底婚礼，象鱼一样自由自在穿梭在海洋世界；跳伞婚礼，与白云并肩飞在空中……女孩再一次振作起来，是啊，人生那么美好，又有多少美好的人生的等着我呢。第六十次，第六十一次。 ……

男孩一次又一次的向女孩传呼，一次又一次的给女孩注入生命的活力；一次又一次的把女孩的生存信念从崩溃的边缘拉回来……

度过了漫长的四个昼夜，女孩获救了。当他看到男孩惨白的脸，火一样的眼睛，一下子明白了世间最为珍贵的就是爱。

女孩在担架上轻轻的拉着男孩的手，柔柔的说：

“我是你今生的新娘”。活着让你好好爱我！！！

Do hope that you enjoy this story~:)

Karen is Back!

2007-09-04T02:42:00.000+10:00

Karen is back to update this rotten blog~:) Sorry people.(>.<) However, I also changed my blogskin~:) Even though I changed it last night, but I just start updating today. Sorry~:) Hope that reader would like this blogskin. It took me an hour to find this blogskin as the previous blogskins are not those that suits me.:) By the way, I still would not get use to the blogskin I currently use.:)

The week that had just past, was an exciting one. It was because on Thursday(30082007), my class had organised 'Teachers' day celebration' for all Teachers that have taught 4E1'2oo7.:) We had the celebration at Madam Sem's ( Sem Mama ) house! Her house is damn beautiful! Her house also likes to put a lot of mirrors here and there, just like Xiaoyi's(my guardian).:) Those who had went to the party, we went up to Sem Mama's house and we saw the ten years ago Sem Mama, she is so gorgeous.:) The party went out quite good~ We were taking alot of pictures~ I supposed I would upload the pictures later or tomorrow as there are too many pictures.:)

Last Friday(31082007), was our school 'Cross-Country' and 'Teachers' day concert'. This year was the first time in my 4years of life in Sembawang Secondary School, I ran during 'Cross-country' non-stop.:) This was also the first time that our class went up to perform for Teachers' day!:) The song sang was nice! We had quite a few times of rehearsal before performing~ From this event, our class's bonding is growing better and better!:) Really love CLASS 4E1 and SEM MAMA!:) Really hope that she would enjoy and never forget the performance we had presented to her. Off course, this also goes out to all those teachers who teaches 4E1 Students!:) This year was also the first time in my 4years of life in Sembawang Secondary School to give present to teachers!:) Hope that they would like it!:)

After a long day in school. Jiaqi, Zhengmin, Qiaohan and I went to buy something for Mrs Tan as teachers' day present! Which is a cloth for her unborn son.:] Do hope that she would like it.:) After tuition, I went to meet up Jolie to go and watch the movie, ' Hairspray' whereby Zac Elfon is damn HOT inside!:):) Off course, not forgeting what Jolie said:"I dare not to watch movie with Karen anymore." While this was because I scolded 'Bitch' and 'Jian' and she ended up kept repeating these words. JOLIE! DO YOU KNOW THAT THE WORDS U SAID, HURTS ME A LOT?MY HEART IS BROKEN.lols. Anyway, tomorrow 2.oop.m. I would be able to watch 'HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2' because my guardian's sister's child have the disc, thus, he is coming over tomorrow to watch with us!:) So nice of him!:) Really looking forward to watch it!:)

Today was another exciting day for me~ I went to Woodlands' party world~ Wow, it was the first time I went there. I went there with --Kelly(birthday gal), Wenny, Yongxin, Deziree and Xinglin-- to celebrate Kelly's advance 16th birthday.:) It was so cool~ Yongxin and Wenny sang very nice!!! Anyway, it was fun as this was the first time I am singing with my classmates but not my housemates.(>.<)

Anyway, today entry is a long one~:) Hope that reader would not mind.:) Sorry for the long-winded.:) Enjoy your holiday!:)

CarrotOrange

一個感人的愛情故事

2007-08-17T22:19:00.000+10:00

有一個年輕人喜歡上了在便利商店打工的女孩,他每天都會到女孩工作的店裡面買一包香煙,

漸漸的兩人開始互相熟悉,當女孩工作感到無聊乏味的時候,

年輕人就會出現,他會陪女孩說說話 ,或是逗女孩開心.

女孩也知道年輕人似乎喜歡上自己了,可是自己已經有很要好的男友.

有商店夾公仔機...女孩很喜歡裡面的娃娃,

年輕人知道以後,當天他終於對她表白,希望女孩能接受他,

不知如何是好的女孩,只能殘忍的告訴年輕人,她和他是不可能的,

因為她已經有深愛的男友了,年輕人聽了之後默然的點點頭,

他不死心的問女孩,自己真的沒有機會了嗎?

善良的女孩不忍心....

於是她手指著娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃說,

除非你夾滿100個娃娃,而且一天只能夾一個.

原來女孩希望用時間來沖淡年輕人對自己的感情 ,

她心想,一天夾1個娃娃, 最快也要三個多月之後才有100個,

而且年輕人應該不會真的有耐心夾滿100個娃娃吧

這三個月的時間,她會盡量與男孩保持距離,

年輕人還是每天到商店來,可是女孩開始變得冷淡,

他總是試著聊一些女孩有興趣的話題,不過女孩依然愛理不理.

因為她知道唯有這樣做,才不會讓年輕人越陷越深.

年輕人或許是感覺到女孩的用意,

於是他每天夾娃娃,有時運氣好夾一兩次就中了,

有時運氣差,零用錢花光了也夾不到,只好跟朋友借錢繼續夾,一直到夾中為止.

無論花多少錢花多少時間,他每天一定會夾一個娃娃,

只是他無法與女孩分享夾到娃娃的喜悅,

因為他知道女孩有意要避開他,

為了怕引響到女孩的情緒,他只能在櫥窗外頭微笑的對女孩點點頭.

好幾次,看到年輕人因為夾到娃娃興高采烈的樣子,

女孩都想要衝出去對他說,

我是騙你的,你不要再夾了,就算你真的夾到100個娃娃,我跟你也是不可能的!

但是一想到年輕人希望破滅的樣子,女孩就於心不忍,她只能不斷猶豫.

就這樣1 天,2天,3天..,年輕人的娃娃數量不斷的累積,而女孩刻意與年輕人保持距離的結果,

則是讓自己在工作的時後更顯孤單.不知道是哪一天,女孩子因為在外地工作的男友無法回來陪她過18歲的生日,

與男友吵了一架,而那天年輕人仍一如往常的來到便利商店,

不同的是那天年輕人竟走進了店裡,他對女孩說,

可不可以破例讓他在今天夾兩個娃娃回去,

可是因為和男友吵架而心情不佳的女孩,很生氣的當場拒絕了他.

就這樣,年輕人走到娃娃機旁,默默的夾了一個娃娃回去,

在年輕人離開的時後,他對櫥窗裡的女孩看了一眼.

隔天以後,年輕人再也沒來夾娃娃了.剛開始女孩雖然覺得奇怪,但是仍然慶幸自己終於放下了心中的大石頭.

可是漸漸的,她突然覺得不習慣,

因為那個每天都會為了她來夾娃娃的熟悉背影,

好像空氣一樣就消失不見了,這時女孩才發現到,

原來她心中的失落感遠遠超過年輕人所帶給她的負擔.

只是一切都...女孩開始想念以前年輕人來店裡陪她聊天的點點滴滴.

哪怕他只是站在櫥窗外頭沉默不語的夾娃娃,

似乎都會帶給她莫名的安全感.

所以女孩每天上班時,總是不斷的抬頭張望,

那個熟悉的身影來了嗎?

可惜的是,年輕人始終沒出現, 只剩下那台沒人使用的娃娃機.

有一天,女孩下班後,在店門口遇到了以前常和年輕人一起來的朋友,

她焦急的問他年輕人的下落,可是年輕人的朋友則是一臉黯然,

他帶女孩來到年輕人的家,

當他開啟年輕人的房間的門時,映入女孩眼簾的是

一群娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃,以及躺在床上動也不動的年輕人.

原來年輕人的脊椎有病,必須要開刀才能保住生命,

可是開刀有一半的機率會失敗而導致全身癱瘓,

年輕人在開刀的前一天晚上,也就是女孩和男友大吵一架的那天,

希望女孩給他機會夾2個娃娃,因為他已經累積有98個了,

然而卻遭到女孩的回絕,隔天之後年輕人手術不幸失敗變成植物人,

年輕人的母親拿了一封信給女孩,那是年輕人在手術之前寫好的:

其實我早就知道,就算夾到了100個娃娃,

妳也不可能會喜歡我,我之所以這麼做並不是故意要造成妳的困擾,

而是希望在我有限的時間裡,

證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人,

這樣就足夠了,如果妳看到了這封信,

那表示我再也無法為你夾娃娃了,對不起,或許我的努力還不夠吧,

沒能夾到100個娃娃親手送給你..

女孩看著床邊的99個絨毛娃娃,那是99顆無法承受的真心,

眼眶裡的淚水早已決堤而出...

隔天女孩來到年輕人的家,

她將第100個絨毛娃娃放到年輕人的手中,

這時已經變成植物人的他,

眼睛流下了淚水...

hope that you would like the story.:)

CarrotOrange

Just something I have been thinking[my own opinion, no offend to anyone.]

2007-08-09T01:49:00.000+10:00

Hi to readers.:) It had been a long time ever since the last time I came to update my blog. Well, I have to apologize to it as I have no idea of what to update or what should I update? Today I feel like updating on one issue, but I would start with some good news.

Today, my school was celebrating National Day and we,4E1 won! Frankly speaking, it was surprising upon knowing that we won. lols. I would not forget this year celebration, it was so memorable!:) As each girl in the class got ORCHID on our head!:) It was so cool~ We got balloons which have the messages we want to send to Singapore 42Th birthday and DIY Singapore flags by PREYA!:) Thanks girl.:) And also YOU GOTTA WATCH 'RUSH HOUR 3'! It's damn funny!hahas.
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NO OFFEND TO ANYONE.

The issue that I want to bring up today; Ladies out there, do you have any good friend that who eventually start flirting your boyfriend or your ex(who you just broke up not long ago?) Can you stands it?

Well for me, I would not be able to stand it and I would dislike(in a nicer way to say)/hate(in a harsh way) those 'good friend' a lot. As for me, I would have the mind-set of 'if we are able to be good friends, it means that we would not get too close the guy that one of our good friend fond of or even their ex.' I really would not stand those kind of girls and I would name them as 'bitches'. While maybe readers' reaction would be; when love comes, how hard we try to stop, it's still impossible to stop it.' Okay, I agreed. However if the 'good friend' of yours did not start to flirt or getting close to the guy, would the chemistry begin?:) Agree?:) If you have any 'good friend' like these, I think you should consider should the friendship continue.:)

It was just something I have been thinking for the past few days. As some of my close friends told me some of these stories of them. Being betray and back stab by their friends. No offend to anyone but just giving my own opinion.:)

CarrotOrange

MEMORABLE*

2007-07-22T14:21:00.000+10:00

Karen is back to update after the receiving so receiving many complains from some of my friends. lols. Especially Jenny,yeah?hahas. :) Got to wish Cozette Mei Mei, HAPPY 4Th BRITHDAY too.:)

Last night was a fun night~ My guardian held a Birthday Party- BBQ session. Overall, it was fun! However, we did not really eat the food of BBQ but were home cooked food as we could not heat up the fire. (>.<) Which was due to the rain~(-.-) But this did not affect the young kids' mood~:) Eventually, we played more~hahas.:) Some of the games we played were throwing ice at each other; putting ice in their clothes(which I got bullied the most); puting creams of the cake left onto each others' face.hahas.:D OVERALL~IT WAS A MEMORABLE EVENT!:) The most important part was; I was able to meet my ex-housemates!:)MISS THEM LOTS~:)

On wednesday, my school had celebrated Racial Harmony Day.:) Freakly speaking, it should be: my school had been celebrating Racial Harmony for the past 1week.(>.<) However, on Wednesday, it was much more different as to compare to the other 4 days. This was because on Wednesday, we are encouraged to dress in opposite traditional custume~ What makes me really felt delighted was that MY CLASS GOT FIRST!:) Our class cheered loudly!!!:) HOORAY~:D We also took a lot of class photos and even 4e1 cum 4e2, Express Level photographs!!:)

Anyway, I would put up more pictures next entry as I have not receive all pictures taken on Wednesday and some of the pictures not yet edit.(>.<) lols.:) Sorry about it.:)

However, I would update some pictures taken last week~:) Another unforgetable week.hahas.:)
Kevin's 15Th birthday! I would upload more when I have the time.:)
Jenny's creation.:) This is also her creation.lols.:)
Got to end here.:)

CarrotOrange

Felt that I am Fortunate*

2007-07-15T12:21:00.000+10:00

It's Sunday again~:) Since Thursday till today, I had A LOT of fun*:) I really love my housemates cum buddies a lot!!!!:D:D:D:D They rock!!!:) They brought me out from the Emo state and gave me warm feeling of beloved when I needed them!:) I really appreciate them a lot!:) I have to Thanks* God for sending such a good bunch of buddies by my side!:) Even though, we might quarrel over small things sometime, but our relationship just get closer when we have an outing or event!:)

Thursday- It was Kevin's 15Th birthday!:) It was enjoyable and unforgettable~:) We took plenty of pictures here and there in the house.:) Surprisingly, even Denyzl who is the youngest child of our guardian and dislike people(beside his parents and 'Kaka')to go near him, was willing to take pictures with us. However, this was under the condition of wanting the cake!:D lols.

Friday- Jiaqi and I went to have our 1st English tuition lesson!:) She's a very good teacher!!!:D:D:D:D
Saturday- At night, went to East Coast Park to have night cycling with my housemates and Vincent(who is also a Cambodian). We stay overnight there.:( Despite of being tired, but it was really fun and memorable!:)

Even though for the past one week, I was feeling kind of down cause of something. My housemates really ROCK!:) LOVE YAs always.:)

Lastly, to the person who came to my blog to spam;
If you have any misunderstanding about me, could you kindly come to me in school or somewhere else to talk face to face to me. What you dislike about me or feel that I need to change and stuffs. However, in this world, no one is perfect. If you dislike me so much, there are more people out there who appreciate me a lot.:) To conclude, I still need to 'thanks' you because you let me know how much my LAOPOs, Xiaoshi, housemates and others care for me!:)

CarrotOrange

Tired of life.

2007-07-11T22:22:00.000+10:00

Everything just seems very prefect around, but truly saying. Is there anyone would slow down the speed in their journey of life and start looking back to what had happened in the past that you had gone through? I believed no one really did, but even we really did and learn from the lesson that had been taught. It wouldn't last for long. If you do not believe, why don't you try slowing down the speed in your journey of life and spend sometime looking around and observe some friends around you? After that you would understand what I really mean.:)

In this entry I really want to ask, is there someone you would be able to lean onto when you face problems in your life?

Honestly speaking, buddies and friends that I used to be able to share my unhappiness with. Now, no longger. They changed to someone that I could not understand what they are thinking. In the past, we would play around and stuffs but now, it seems impossible. I am scared that I might say something wrong and end up quarreling or even when I start saying about the things that upset me, they would somehow ignore me. Maybe that I am too sensitive as some of my friend always say.

For the past few days, my moodswing was very serious. Not only for the past few days, but also these few days. Therefore, I would like to apologise to friends around me who I threw my temper on the past few days. Not forgeting for the rest of these few days, people who I might throw my temper on.

I hated myself so much to have these kind of feeling again~

CarrotOrange

World affair

2007-07-08T14:09:00.000+10:00

It seems like I have been updating on every Sunday.:) This was due to do not know wat to update and the laziness in me.:)

Nowadays, there are increasing of natural diseaster and war terrorism. Whenever I watch the news and I see news-reporter reporting on both of these. Therefore, I would always like to question myself; "Why do people still wan to have war when the world is meeting so many diseaster? Now, isn't it the time that we are suppose to work together to save the earth by reduce, reuse and recycle? Why can't war stop? Even both the external and internal war have start. (external-natural diseaster, internal-terrorist attack) Since we could not stop the natural diseaster but at least, we still be able to stop the terrorist attack right?"

I just do not understand why do people wants to go into war? Attacking here and there. Okay, maybe when u, readers, reading this post would think that; Hey, it's because of their religion. But still, it could not convince me.:) lols.

Anyway, it's kind of weird to talk bout world affair in my blog but I am just giving the opinion of what I really think. :)

In conclusion, I do like people to help me but please DO NOT touch my things without permission. As this would not cut down on my burden but ADD on to it. Thanks:) I have my own ways of packing my things and arranging it.:) Thanks for ur kind understand~

CarrotOrange

Things* around me seems to be the opposite of what I really wanted.

2007-07-01T11:25:00.000+10:00

Life is so unpredicted.:( Things you THOUGHT that it would happen, it would turn out to be another way of what you THOUGHT it might happen.:(

Upon knowing my Family* problems, my heart really hurt. It seems to be a thousand of knifes going through me. I have no idea what have been happening for the past 2years over there. What happened to them? They does not seem be the old them* who I knew.:( They seemed to be strangers to me. It really hurts when I heard those words describing them.:( I could feel my heart tearing into pieces.

My beloved housemates are getting lesser and lesser. One by one, they leave to somewhere else. Is this one of the example of 'everyone have different path to go in life, there is always a point whereby friends would seperate.'? If this is it, I does not want this to happen so fast. But hereby I still wanted to say these to them;

Even we were no longger housemates, we still can meet up and have dinner or lunch together.:) Whenever there is a birthday celebration, we still celebrate together!!:) OKAY? It would be a promise to everyone.:)

Why is this entry sounds like everyone is leaving Singapore and would be seperate forever.(-.-)

I supposed I would stop here.

(>.<) When I am updating this entry, my eyes kept going watery.:(

CarrotOrange

Oversea studying

2007-06-24T03:30:00.000+10:00

It is midnight now and I am here to update my blog once again after one whole week staying back in Cambodia.:) Last night I arrived in Singapore, load of things happened on the way back.hahas. Well, I feeling 'home sick'.:( Missing my dad's cook.

This trip back to Cambodia was like: WOW. As my dad would buy durian home almost everyday!:) Cambodia durian are delicious!:) I was not able to bring it back as it was not allowed.:( However, if you happened to visit Cambodia, do not forget to try the durian there. ( I sound like promoting Cambodia durian. lols)

My dad's cooking skill is getting more and more nicer!:) And due to this, my dad cooked me prawns when I was back there. Those friends around me would know that, I do have a little of allergic to seafood. lols. Therefore, now my skin would have a lot of red spots nor pimples.lols.:(:(:( Even though I do feel a little sad of my skin but THIS WORTH IT!:D:D:D

Not forgetting my beloved sister, she would always help to find the things that I would like to have.:):):) She is in deep a good sister to me!!!!:)

Really miss them a lot!!!!:):) Even though, I did not say this to them before in their faces but I believe that they understand!!!:):):)

Anyway, my mum is coming over to Singapore on Monday!!!!:):):) I have not been able to meet her.(-.-) Please do not misunderstand.lols. My mum went to Australia to visit my two elder brothers.:)

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Truly saying, this time round I did not really have any regret for going back to my own country as I really miss my dad and sis a lot. Maybe to some the friends out there reading this post would feel that it would be cool to stay oversea study without any family members around you and would say that there is nothing for u to miss them or even home sick now as you would be having a lot of freedom. However, all these are UNTRUTH! You will feel it when you were really to leave your own family and went oversea to study. It would be very tough to do. Maybe at the start, some of you would felt happy and have a lot of freedom when you were oversea, but after a while, you would start missing home and suffer home sick, calling home that you want to go back. Not only this, but the gap between you and your family members would be getting bigger and bigger. ( Anyway, there is no offence towards anyone in this post.)

I just want to say this to those parent that are considering sending your son/daughter oversea study that only send your child there, when you really think that they would be able to cope well there.

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I felt kind of 'stupid' to update those words above, but that is just what I felt like to type when I finally decided to update this 'rotting-blog'. Well, really hope that everything would go real good in the rest of the few months leave in Secondary School life.:) Some things, I would say when the time is up.:)

Updating some posts not just for the heart to update, but there would always be reasons behind it.:)

CarrotOrange

Have to be more realistic.

2007-06-13T23:18:00.000+10:00

Good Evening to everyone, I am here to update once again. Friends around me have been asking me to update.lols. Well, I will update the day before I leave Singapore going back to Cambodia.

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I have not been truthful to myself till today. Hahas. Stupid me and idiotic me~ To agree it from the start and kept doing things hurting both parties. Well, mindset made means made. I could not just think bout now~ Pain now will be short, Karen. Everything will recover when the the school reopen. Trip back to Cambodia will be fine~ After all, I would be back next friday. Nothing much to scare and worry bout.

Maybe this entry I updated is kinda of stupid and confusing, but this is what my idiotic mind been making me to think non-stop. hahas. Ah bu n Meizi, why do u both guess the same thing as wat i think? The both of u really understand me well~ Karen Chhun Seav Mey!!! Stop thinking!!

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Sorry for the above entry, it's nothing~:)

Hereby hope tat my belove classmates would be enjoying and get excited for the upcoming class chalet~:) Have to take load of pictures okay? Show me when I am back. okay?!:) Even I am not there, my spirit will still be around during the chalet!:):)

I supposed I would not be updating till I am back. But if I have not recover from the self-devil that's in me. I won't be coming to update. I must have the right mood and attitude to update my belove blog!:):) Gambatte KAREN!

Thanks Meizi, Jolie and Ah bu. Love ya alot!:) My belove darlings. Cambodia, I am heading towards u.:):)

CarrotOrange

Heading towards different path of life.

2007-06-07T12:30:00.000+10:00

Readers, have u ever thought of this? Life is just like a path of you walking home from school or work. Everyday, there would be friends accompany you when you were on the way home as they were walking at that direction home too. However when u reached a point of place, you and your friend would end up walking in different direction as they are heading toward back to their own house which is in a different way.

From this point, don't u think that at the point of place where u and your friend separate for the heading of home, seems to be like... When you graduate from your primary or secondary school or even poly and JC, you and your friends would head towards a different place from yours. As different people have different path to go on their journey of LIFE*.

Whenever I see my friends and I on the way back home and at the point they left, it seems like. The rest of the way home would be lonely but it is still a must to be home as that would always be the heading place u have to go.

Anyway, later I am going to meet my I-Fahrenheit SFC friends~Kinda of looking forward to it.:):):) Got to end here.

Carrot*Orange

Xie Xie Ni De Wen Rou

2007-06-04T12:22:00.000+10:00

Good morning to readers.:) Is this picture of fahrenheit nice? This is the clothes they wore in S.H.E,谢谢你的温柔 MV.:) It's nice~ this is the link:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=FrBwpp82DEA

This weekend, I had been dreaming alot.lols. I mean dream during my sleep.>.<.lols. In the early morning, received 3messages regarding the postponed of the English supplementary. Hope tat the message had already been sent to every sec4E1 and 5A2 students.")

Actually ,I wanted to go back to Cambodia on 12Th June. However, because of the postponed of English supplementary, I have to also postponed my date of going back.=.= (Sianzation) Truly saying, I have the choice to stick to the same old day and skip those lessons. But I choose to stay and finish the supplementary first.:)

I am leaving Singapore on the 14Th June instead now.lols. Got to miss class chalet for sure, hereby, got to apologize to my fellow classmates. Sorry, but I really need to get back to Cambodia to get some stuffs done. Hope that all of u would understand.:)

I felt kind of guilty too yesterday for not able to go to MEIZI's church. Sorry gal~ I was really sick yesterday.:( Yesterday, I did something special for myself.lols. It's a book that content Fahrenheit's and some other's news.:) Really love it.:)Got to end here.:) Meeting i-Fahrenheit SFC pupils soon!:) Excited.

CarrotOrange

The PAST*

2007-05-31T13:33:00.000+10:00

Good morning to readers out there.:) Karen is here to update her belong blog again!:)

I have feeling very sleepy and suffering from headache for the past few days. Most of the students in secondary and primary school should be enjoying their holidays now, while for those people who are taking O and N'level this year, suffering. As all of us would be studying, attending extended study programes conducted by our school teachers.:( Tiring.

Well, this few months I would always have the kind of thinking tat, people who used to be close to you but now they are not. The memorise of what he/she/u like and dislike, it would still be in their/your mind. I used to thought tat no one understands me, but actually there is. It is just that I have not been notising.:(

Anyway, I think I got to end here as I need to go and try doing my holiday assignments.:) Fahrenheit Fansclub meeting out soon!:) Looking forward to it.

Karen*Zun

Tiring days*

2007-05-28T17:15:00.000+10:00

Good Afternoon to everyone~! Today was my O'level Chinese paper1 and 2.-.- I was quite disappointed in it...Don't talk bout it. Moody~

Thanks MEI*ZI for treating me Lunch jus now.:) It is really a blessing from u!:) Thanks!!! And also really need someone who around me control my expenses, if not I would kept spending money without thinking.:( Things around me jus kept temptation to me~ But it's okay, CONTROL!:) Have to thanks MEI*ZI again as she jus now STOP me from renting VCDs and also top-up my ez-link card for 5dollars instead of 10dollars!!!:) I am lucky to have her,such a good MEI*ZI by my side!!:)

Truly saying, I think tat on earth everything cost alot~ In this world if u do not have money is kind of painful~Not only painful but also miserable.hahas. But all these only stands a little as to compare to other kind of happiness. As everything cost $$$, food and etc. The most tough thing is when someone in the family got some health problems, money again involve~ Teachers asked us not to think bout all these but how could we stop thinking? It's hard to stop thinking...:( Comparing my problems and the others, mine is jus like...TINY thing~hahas. Anyway, got to take a rest and start with my holiday assignment.:) Sec4 is a tough year!!!:(

Karen*Zun

2007-05-25T22:24:00.000+10:00

下午好，今天突然想要用华文。希望你们不会建议。
不知道今天发生了什么事，从早到晚运气不是很好。一早就不小心烫到自己的手指。
在去学校的途中，我既然打瞌睡。（请不要见怪，因为我从不在地铁上打瞌睡。〕

今天小姨到学校来，她见了我的班导主任和英文老师。没什么大问题，就是要看好她，然她可以在O水准里获得好的成绩。这次的成绩不是很理想担我不会轻易放弃。加油吧！

你们知道'没钱'的感受吗？我今天终于知道了。'没钱'的感觉真是不好受。我想如果有人要和我一起出去，现在有一点点难了。因为这几个星期直到我妈妈来的那天，我的口袋会有一点点紧。希望你们不会建议。要体量我。

我想我应该在此停笔。

Karen*Zun

CHINESE o'level GAMBATTE!!=D

2007-05-24T18:59:00.000+10:00

It have been a few days ever since the last entry i posted.:) 3more days and I would be having O'level chinese examination in the school hall~>.<

Argh!!!! MY ENTRY GONE~-.- Nevermind.

I was feeling kind of disappointed in my own Mid-year results. :( I failed my English and Science, all i need for these 2subjects to pass was jus 5marks.=( It's alot anyway.hahas. Since I failed my English, therefore, there is a need of my guardian to go down to my school to meet teacher. At first, she was supposed to meet Mrs Azwiza, my english teacher. However, she will be out for course that time. Therefore, my guardian would be meeting Mdm Sem, my class form teacher instead.:( Sad Sad.

Anyway, got to GAMBATTE IN MY chinese!!!:D Good luck to readers out there who are taking the paper next monday too!!:D I should end here.:)

Karen*Zun

Pictures with meaningful and encourage WORDS.=)

2007-05-19T18:24:00.000+10:00

Just now was chatting with one of my schoolmate and went to look for pictures that I saved long ago and think that it is still very meaningful and encouraging.")Therefore, I decided to upload here.:)

Specially for some friends around me. :) Who feel upset over results and problems around them.:)

Karen*Zun

Change blogskin

2007-05-19T15:40:00.000+10:00

This picture is nice right?:) Just found it not long ago.:) Damn nice!!:)
Finally I had completed changing my blogskin.:) Is it nice? But it seems like no enough space for me.lols.:) Do give some comments yeah?:) Anyway. I got back all my results and I bet that my report slip will be very 'BEAUTIFUL'.=.- lols.

Really have to work hard for my CHINESE!:) O'level chinese coming soon~In 1 week 1 day.")

Karen*Zun

Finally here to update.=D

2007-05-17T18:57:00.001+10:00

Not too sure whether I had upload this picture before yeah? hahas. This have been a long time eversince the last time I came to update this "rotting blog" yeah?hahas. Dear blog~ Have to understand me, as I was having examintions.:) lols. Got to stop all these craps..-.-

Finally Mid Year Examinations had came to an end, however, it is also equal to Chinese O'level Paper1 n 2 is coming soon~:( 1 week and 3days later, I would be sitting in Sembawang Secondary School hall doing my FIRST O'level paper. WOW, time flies real fast yeah?lols. :)

For the past few weeks, what I have been doing was STUDY. STUDY AND STUDY. However, eversince the last paper which I took, I started to be slack in my work by renting VCDs home to watch and goin out to movies and window shopping.:) Sounds like non-O'level student right?hahas. These were just something to pamper myself from the past few weeks been STUDY STUDY AND STUDYING non-stop.:) I believe from here, readers out there should know how I much I love myself right? After a long event past, I would stop down and take a little break by rewarding myself with something that I like to do!:D And I also wish that readers out there, should try this too, like rewarding urself something special after a long event u had took part in.:) You will feel much better!!!:D

I had my last paper on Tuesday. Therefore, after my paper, I went to rent 2different VCDs to watch at home. 1 horror and 1 lovely movies to let myself relax.:D I watch "Final Call" when I reached home. After finishing that, I went out to meet my Ah bu(Xinhui) and we went to caught the movie, "200 pounds beauty". It was the 2nd time I am watching it.lols. After watching that movie, I rushed home and had my dinner. And rush out of the house again. To meet Jolie out to have a drink.lols. It was quite fun!:) as there was a lot of events happened that night.hahas. And at night, after bathing, I watch another VCD, which i borrowed earlier. "My Girl", a thai movie. It's damn lovely.:)

Yesterday, went to orchard to watch Spider man 3 and also window shopping. Meet Jolie, Linmin and Yurong out. It was damn funny day.lols. For farther informations, please go to Jolie's blog.lols. I had a unforgetble day.hahas. Especially during the play of Spider Man 3. I had been scared by 'SOMEONE' quite a few times.yeah?hahas.

Anyway, today's post was quite long. Therefore, I think I should end soon.:) Readers out there, got to take good care of ur health yeah? Do not follow my footsteps.:( I have been suffering for the past one week.:( NOT YET RECOVER. Therefore, please do drink more water and eat more fruits.:)Take care.

Please do not think too much. Everything will be fine soon~ Take all those troubles easily, no point getting stress over it. Stress would cause alot of other illness. Therefore, do not be stress over things, take it slowly. SLOW AND STANDY make PERFECT right?hahas:)

Karen*Zun

Tired of life.:(

2007-05-04T23:08:00.001+10:00

Examinations are round the corner. Everyone including me are trying to rush through the last minutes of study. However, everyone around me seems to be able to get into the mood of studying while for me, I am still wondering around. To be honest, I think that I could be a very actress. Infront of ppl, I am laughing but what is really bothering me in my heart. No one knows. Out of a sudden, I started to miss friends who I have not been contacting. They are all staying close to my school but yet, I did not make up the affect to go and ask them out.

Last night, I started to miss this two didi who I knew them for JUST one day during the CIP in Zoo. They are adorable!!!:) I even set their pictures as my handphone background!:) From this, could really infer that I'm in deep of missing them.:)

I supposed I have to end here.:) Wish that Ahbu would be enjoying her calet and Jieluang enjoying her 3days 2nights camp now.:) All the best to everyone!

Karen*Zun

1st entry in bishan house.:)

2007-05-01T10:59:00.001+10:00

Good morning to readers out there.:) Currently blogging this entry at my new house in Bishan.:) I really like this house as the decoration is almost the same as my ex-ex-house in Sembawang. I love my room alot as this room, I am using it all by my own.") Even thought it is a little small but good enough to be my cockroach-room.=.= NONO. Should be my tini-windni room!:)

Yesterday was totally an UNLUCKY day for me.('.') Firstly, yesterday was the first time I went to school from my new house and guess what happened? I AM LATE!!lols. [I felt kind of guilty towards him*, because he waited to me yesterday. Therefore, we were late together. -.-]

Secondly, during mathematic lesson, I was drinking my water from my waterbottle and I accidently poured the whole water from the waterbottle out causing whole skirt of mine to get wet.:(

Thirdly, stomach was damn pain!!!:( Please do not tell me that, I am someone who first thing in the morning, I am unlucky, I would be very unlucky for the whole day?:( If this is the truth, I do not want this to happen!!!!(#.@)

Well, before I go off I would be uploading pictures of my house as what I have promised friends to do so.") However, I would not be uploading the picture of my room yet as kind of messy.:) Dare not to show it online yet.lols.

The area infront of my room. Look like a library right?hahas. Actually is a area for the kids to play and also a area to put books.:)
A mini computer area, isn't it cute?:)

The living room!:) Still not yet put the dining table as the preious one was unable to come in the house as the door was not big enough.:( That was a very pretty one as it would suit this house alot!:(
Another part of the living room. Did u see a big mirror beside the sofa?hahas.") I miss it alot as to those who have been to Sembawang house before, should know that there's a big mirror too when step into the house.")
Is this cocktail beautiful? It taste nice too!:) I had 2 cup of this mixing with coke. It was damn nice. If I am not wrong, I am the first time dring cocktail neh!:) Because of this, I could feel that something weird inside my stomach or maybe, I am feeling hungry. hahas.(-.-)

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

2007-04-28T01:07:00.000+10:00

I am damn tired today as I had just packed my stuffs!=D Tomorrow I am moving to Bishan.=.= Feeling kind of scared as I might walked back to this condo instead.hahas.

Quarreling.=.= The cause of angry.hahas. Z.Z I got 5boxes plus 1plastic bag plus 1big bag.hahas. Tiring.=.= ZzzzZzzzZzzzZ Rubbish increased!! hahas.=D

I found 20dollars just now when I was packing my stuffs.hahas. It is inside my ang bao.=.= Chinese new year past so long!!!hahas.=D But still felt happy as there is $$ for me to buy present.=D

Hate moving house=.= Moving further and further!!!=D Backaching is causing me 'ARGH'!!!!

Karen*Zun

tiring and sleepy day

2007-04-26T17:44:00.000+10:00

Oh my gosh.=.= Nowadays the time I took to choose the picture I want to post is longger than the time I used to update post as I do not know which picture I had already used before. hahas.=D

Today is a very tiring day for me!=D Preya and I was like totally sleepy during Physic lesson. We thought that we were listening to what Ms Low was talking but eventually we had already closed our eyes.=.= hahas. From here, readers should know how tired the both of us are, right?hahas.

Yesterday read a article in newspaper on Fahrenheit. It really made me felt like writing a letter to the person and start to use my words to shoot him like hell!!!!>.<>

Overall, today was a tiring day for me again, backbone breaking soon.=.= Therefore, I asked my tutor to cancel today tuition.

Karen*Zun

Sadness

2007-04-24T20:24:00.000+10:00

Wo you wo de Young! hahas.=.= Today wasn't a good day for me as there was quarrel occured. My dear classmates would know what happened today. Not in a good mood today. In fact, these few days better do not come near me as I'm scared that my words might hurt some of u. Therefore, hereby have to apologize to those I used hash words toward u.=(

I really need sleep!!!!!If not I would not be able to pay attention in lessons, temper unable to control well and negative mindset will be back again.=( SLEEP! I NEED SLEEPS!!!>.<

Hope that you like the story in the post earlier.=D Got to really pay more attention to those friends around you. Do not wait till u lose it. There's a reason why I said this. THINK!!!!

Karen*Zun

story to relize

2007-04-24T18:41:00.000+10:00

Read Carefully and Understand the Meanings:
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them. Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?

If love isn't a game, why are there so many players? Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push! Actions speak louder than words. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.

Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have. Some people make the world special by just being in it.
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there. True friendship never ends. Friends are forever.

Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there. Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile. Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart. If u love something...let it go. If it comes back to you its yours.... If it doesn't then it never was. A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love. A hug is just a hug until its from the one ur thinking of. A dream is just a dream until u make it come true. LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u. Remember, every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted.

To realize, the value of a sister: Ask someone who doesn't have one.
To realize the value of ten years: Ask a newlyDivorced couple.
To realize the value of four years: Ask a graduate.
To realize the value of one year: Ask a student who has failed a final exam.
To realize the value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.
To realize the value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.
To realize the value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize the value of one hour: Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.
To realize the value of one minute: Ask a person who has missed the train, bus or plane.
To realize the value of one-second: Ask a person who has survived an accident...
To realize the value of one millisecond: Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.

Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend: Lose one.

Wish that readers would start learning to appreciate friends around you.=D Pay more attention to them.=D

Karen*Zun

Mood swing.

2007-04-24T00:03:00.001+10:00

Just now, I suffered a serious mood swing.=.= Really very serious as I kept scolding those 3kids in the house for being noise and not finishing their dinner.=( Hais, I supposed it due to not enough sleep I had for last night and those matters popped out today. Tired and have enough over that person.=.=

Yesterday was Earth day!=D Actually I wanted to update last night, but was unable to do so.hahas. Finally I went to return the costume but I got 20$$deduced from my deposit as I didn't return in time.-.= Excuse me, is u the one who told us the wrong information.=.- Damn it. I got to say 'thanks' to my housemate, Jie Luang, for accompanying me there yesterday and even went under the rain.=(

A message to someone:

If u don't feel like teaching us, den don't!!! We just asked u whether we could hand in the book on wednesday, and u gave us that kind of 'stupid' face. This is not the first time already. Hey, if not u're one of my teacher I would have go and complain you for unable to teach us in the right way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had enough!!!!okay?!!!!!>.<>

Karen*Zun

another tiring day

2007-04-22T01:47:00.001+10:00

Today was another tiring day for me, not only external but internal too. Maybe it due to the upcoming examination pressure or my negative mindset is starting to work in myself again. Kept thinking negativly, no matter is in studies, friendship or even relationship.

Meizi* should know what I meant by that. Last night, went to northpoint at 8 to meet her to have her dinner. We had a LONG time, in fact, I planned to go over to her house and stay overnight but her mum do not allow. Felt better after talking to her and also him*.

However after the talk, which is today. I felt it kind of hard to smile* and control my temper as easy as before. Maybe, yesterday I said out those unhappiness that have kept inside my heart for long time and I was unable to get to it yet.hahas.[Weirdo, I know.]

Karen! Got to control well, stop having mood swing so easily!=)

Karen*Zun

JIEMEI*zi

2007-04-20T19:29:00.000+10:00

WOOHOO~Today was a fun day!!=D Today our class have our 2.4km practise and I passed!!!=D lols. If there is additional of 4seconds, I will failed it.hahas.=D CHEN XIAO SHI!!!! We today shown our WU GUI JING SHEN wor! =)

Btw, have to apologize to Mr Gwee for disappointing u.=( Our class felt very 'SORRY'!

After school, Yuling, Theresa, Jolie and I went to Mac to have our lunch and do our homework.=D Jolie, do not be sad le!!!=) Later I need to buy Chocolate for u again!!!!hahas. I'M BROKE OKAY?hahas. Meizi!!! MY HANDS ARE NOT DISGUSTING LA!!! It's special okay?!!! hahas.=D

Karen*Zun

Enjoy today.

2007-04-19T19:38:00.000+10:00

Today went out with my 2 Jiemei*s. FINALLY we go out, it have been a long time ago eversince we could be able to go out together like today!!!=D We had our lunch and window shop a little.=D

Green club members, today were expected help out in the newspaper collection of the Sec3. It was kind of tiring but it will be more relaxing as to compare to the others.hahas.=D Felt a little gulity of asking him go back home instead, but this would be more weird if he were to follow me there. Sorry!!!=(

Yesterday Green runway's result is very unexpected but it's okay. What is over is over, what can I do? Thanks for the consoling to my MEIZI* and friends.=D

Class Photo taken yesterday!=D

Karen*Zun

Tiring and UNEXPECTED!!!!>.<

2007-04-18T20:03:00.001+10:00

Truly saying, I do not know wat to update today. Just felt really tired and upset. The Green Runway result was a disappointing to me, or even the whole class. Today was not a good day for everyone. Not having anymore feeling to continue.=.=

Karen*Zun

YEAH!TODAY IS COOL~=D

2007-04-13T19:50:00.001+10:00

HELLO friends out there!! hahas. Today was totally an tiring yet exciting and full of happiness today!!=D

1st: Presentation of Cambodia. Wow!! It was totally scary. However when i heard from the friends that I did quite well. I felt very happy!!! I knew that I did say the wrong slide which causes me feeling quite lost when I was up there. BTW, I was able to did well was because of the HELP of my classmates and friends in school!!! THANKS for ur support!!!=D

2nd: GREEN RUNWAY! The costume is very nice!!!=D 4E1 got into the FINAL!!! Thanks the designers- Aini, Theresa and Taufiq for willing to stay back yesterday for 5 and a half hours thinking of the matter to design it!!!=D Thanks the helpers- Sukma, Ain and Yuling to help out yesterday and today!=D Thanks the MODEL!- Deziree!!!Thanks.=D If there is no u, we would be able to get another gal who is more suitable to bring out our designs!=D

Summary: This week, I really achieved a lot of things like knowledge and let me tried out in things that I had not done before in my life!=D

Karen*Zun

ANOTHER TIRING DAY.=.-

2007-04-11T18:13:00.001+10:00

Ello readers out there. Today is another tiring day for me again but one thing different is today I need not stay back due to the stepping down of CCA, which means that Wednesday I would not be having any CCAs but I will be having POA instead.lols. Can u imagine? Having double lessons before assembly and after school, there is about one and a half hours of POA again?>.<

During assembly today, we had 5students presenting their projects in the hall. All of them wore the traditional costume of the country they were presenting! There is one student wearing the Cambodia costume today, which is also the same costume I will be wearing this friday!>.<>

But the way, share with u one nice story that I had just received. But actually, I have upload this story before but is a few years down the road.lols.>.<>

NAIL IN THE FENCE

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nail and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.

The first day, the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down.

He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.

The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nailswere gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence.

He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger,they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound is still there. A verbal woundis as bad as a physical one. Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us."

Please forgive me if I have ever left a hole.

Tiring day

2007-04-10T20:24:00.001+10:00

Is this picture nice?hahas. I like this picture alot!!!=D Actually I love all Fahrenheit's pictures.>.<>

Today, morning assembly is about Korea.lols. When I see her up there, I felt a sudden of nervours.lols. Hope that I would not feels nervous on that day and hope that I wouldn't have to wear it for one whole day.=.-

Got to go and rush my homework again.=)

End here.

Karen*Zun

Tiring day.

2007-04-09T19:48:00.001+10:00

Back to update. +.= Lols, if u see one person in my tagboard name is 'Gandi' saying that he's from India. That guy is a TOTALLY cold guy.hahas. Got to end this, if not my tat 'Gandi from india' will get angry with me!hahas.

Today just had my Chinese prelim papers, it was really difficult.>.<>

During CLD lesson today, we discussed about the upcoming Green Runway which I have to take charge.=.- Wish that this time round would be able to at least get into the final.hahas. Hereby, really thanks to the ppl in the group neh!=D GAMBATTE!!

Karen*Zun

Hungry Ghost Festival>.<

2007-04-07T20:19:00.001+10:00

Today is Jenny's 16th birthday!!! HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!=D
Yesterday was a tiring day for me as early in the morning, I got to meet up my POA classmates to discuss POA together!!!=D

Around 1.30p.m. I went to meet the new friends of mine who I know them from I-Fahrenheit FC about 1month ago.hahas. It's fun and exciting.=D Get to know 6 gals having the same hobby as mine.hahas. Going after Fahrenheit!!=D After all these, it was already 1630.Therefore, my housemate[who accompany me there!=D Thanks alots.] and I rushed back to Yishun to get Jenny's birthday cake and BBQ foods.

During the celebration, starting was going well but not for the ending.=.- It was totally scary!!! If u were there, u will think that 'Is there a group of hungry ghost who sat there to have their food?' as it was really scary.=.-

Hereby have to say 'Thank you' to my housemate and the special U*. Thanks for accompany me and cheering me up last night.=D Thanks.

Today morning, I thought that I was late but end up, I didn't.hahas. Due to the handphone alarm was set wrongly but I was lucky as my friend called me wake up.hahas.>.<>.<>.<

And here I am updating my blog entry for the day.hahas. Later got to burn midnight oil and rush my homework!!!=D As tomorrow, my cousin's cousin which is my housemate is going to accompany me to borrow cambodian traditional costume for wednesday!!! ARGH!! Have to give me support as I have to wear it for the WHOLE DAY!!>.<

End here and wish that I would be able to momorise my script on that day.>.<

Karen*Zun

HERE to update!!!=D

2007-04-06T11:17:00.001+10:00

HEY!!! Friends out there!!!ni men hao wor~ Finally, I'm back to update my ROTTING blog.hahas. I even changed my blogskin!!! Therefore, wish that you would be able to leave a comment before u go.=)

Sorry for not being able to update for the past few days as I'm either too lazy or I really do not have the time to come and blog.hahas. Why am i so busy? Well, it due to the school assignment, rehearsal and CCA.=D

For the past few days, even our class have alot of scoldings BUT we still have loads of happy moments.hahas. Whereby, it'll made us laugh like hell.hahas. Especially for the POA lesson on Wednesday, hereby got to apologise to my ke lian de Er Ge,Junhui and Er Zi for wat i did ar.hahas. But can't blame me..as IT'S ALSO UR FAULT for making me angry okay??!!!hahas.

Yesterday was our school annual Achievement day which is actually called Speech Day but this year NO PARADE.lols.It was damn tired, as i kept running around and standing for long time.>.<>

MEIZI!!!Yesterday's really a fun day and happy day for the both of us!!! Congrats to u for being able to remember ur scripts well!!!=D Well done wor MEIZI!!!=D

Meeting POA classmates out to have a little tutoring.hahas. But the PRO still haven't wake up.hahas. HOW?!!!>.<>

Hereby, got to apologise to YEYE for unable to attent ur birthday party today as the person I'm meeting hard to meet other day and after tat I still have to rush back home to help out as lack of people helpping. Wish u understand.=D

Karen*Zun

Finally here to update.

2007-03-30T00:42:00.001+10:00

Hi, to all bloggers out there. It's kind of rare to see me updating blog entry this hour eversince 2/3 months ago. I have not been updating my entry for the past few days as I am kind of busy with my works even there is time left, I would rather use the time to take a good rest but excluding today, as I just have the feeling that I got to update soon, if not my blog will rot.hahas.

This few days were miserable to me as I am really tired and hard to keep attentive during lessons. My mind would wonder around and my mind will kept reminding me of what's happening around me! Mid-year coming, I got to start doing something!!! I cannot just say using my month but do it with actions!!! Got to really start it tml!!! & promised myself no more TML after tml.[30/03]

Karen, do not think too much!! Study hard for u up-coming Mid-year examinations!!!=D Same goes to the bloggers out there, have to be positive and always complete ur assignment on time.=)

Promised to change my blogskin soon as people complaining to me that it took a LONG time coming into my blog.=(

Karen*Zun

Sianzation cum Sadness surround me.=(

2007-03-23T23:44:00.001+11:00

Good evening to thebloggers out there!=D Today I had my chinese mid-year cum prelim oral!!! It was about the chinese lunar new year, I clearly knew that Miss Tan had talked about it before but I did not really paid attention to what she said, which means that I would not be able to do well today!=(

Today is really a bad day for me, to those who are close to me[think there's only 1/2.hahas.] should know what I mean. Hais, Jolie!!!Tell me what to do?!!!Today in school,I saw and heard it again!!!!=( Hais. I am in pain now!!! Someone help me,please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry, I do not wish to continue blogging. Just wish that smiles can cover the pain of my heart!=( Karen! Got to wake up, you're going to australia this year. Therefore, after o'level, u would think too much le.=D Cheer up!!! Forget about what really happened and continue ur life!!!=D Gambatte!!! O'level is the most important from now!!!=D

Karen*Zun

Tiring day, not having enough sleep.Zzzz

2007-03-22T17:55:00.001+11:00

Hi, here to update my entry again.hahas, today actually I have nth to say ar. Just tat during CLD lesson, Mdm Sem shared with the whole class her life chart to us. Like she's from Mayflower secondary school having a scored of L1R5 of 9.>.<>.<>

Got to go and rush the ten-year series le.hahas, holiday assignment but yet I have not yet started as I have not brought it back home till today.hahas, wish that I would not get scolding from Miss Ding again tomorrow.>.<>

A message out to bloggers out there, do not make ur teacher angry as they scolded u because they cares for u. If she/he does not scold u, it means that they do not care bout u anymore. Therefore, you got to be greatful towards your teachers who scold u.=D

Karen*Zun

Happy and Exciting day!!=D

2007-03-21T20:22:00.001+11:00

Hi,everyone!=D Today was really a fun and exciting day for me!hahas, even though I might feel kind of 'left out' before recess but after recess~ Everything was going smooth for me! hahas, especially during POA lesson as we were having our final accounts test today, however, it seems to be like a open discussion to everyone as everyone was like; 'hey, azmil wat's ur answer for that??', 'hey,karen wat's ur answer for that??', 'ar?why is it so?'. hahas, u could hear different kinds of words coming out our mouth. But Mdm Khoo did not do anything to stop us, instead, she said that it's good to have such discussion together.hahas.

Ohya, almost forgotten one funny part, which is during recess time. As our class have emaths lesson before recess and today, i brought the ' Maths Corner ' thing and Mdm Sem asked me to stay back for a while to put up and I ask the 'Duck' to help me to put up and he asked me where to put it at so I said that I'll ask Mdm Sem but I was not able to find her anywhere in the class. But actually, she's just infront of me talking to Ain. Sorry Mdm Sem, I really did not see you just now. You're very small size and u're wearing white colour top today, which causes me treating u as one of us.=X

After school I had my CCA, green club, I am asked to led today due to Mrs Lau and Mrs Ghani were not able to turn up today, however, Mrs Linda Chua joined us which meant that she'll be one of the teacher-in-charge. Green club was a little 'dry' at the starting but it turn out to be better after that as we played a game whereby we were asked to remember everyone's name and go one round.hahas. It was fun as we were able to know each other names.hahas. there are quite a no. of new members like Huiyong, G[dunno how to spell], Junwei, Saylong, Qinshu and 5 lower secondary boys which I do not know who are they and was not been informed that there're 5 boys joining us.hahas. Actually I saw them earlier but I do not know who are they.hahas, it is very tiring and hard to really guide the whole group of ppl.>.<

Anyway, I really enjoyed myself alot and tomorrow is my laoge[Yijie]'s birthday. Mama, no more money le.=( Got to save.>.<>

Karen*Zun

Lovely day!=D

2007-03-20T21:08:00.000+11:00

Argh!Forgotten wat pictures i had posted before.hahas. Wish that this is not a repeat one nah.=D Anyway, hi everyone!=D Today I only have one homework!=) But yet I still have to rush the chinese worksheet which I have not touched it at all!!!>.Today I almost lated for school again.hahas, even though I came out from the house at 6plus about 7, I can still even almost late.hahas. Why is it so? Well, it is due to the BUS!! hahas. Nowadays, out of the sudden the bus859 is getting more and more people taking. Why is there increasing of ppl? Well, this answer I would not be able to answer u.hahas, as I am one of the one who work in transport company.hahas.

Anyway, today when I reached school, Yusri and Jason gave me a BIG surprise as they actually brought me the Corner*With Love DVD! Oh my gosh! I will love it like hell!!!=D Today I also wear the watch that Yusri gave me earlier. He is really good! He already gave me a dog soft toys and watch earlier but now he even share money wid Jason to buy the disc for me. Thanks alot neh!!!=D I am so touched!!!=) And also my didi, at first he told me that he would not be able to buy for me but today morning, eventually he gave me a surprise!!=D Thanks Thanks Thanks.=)

Mid-year exams are around the corner! It making me nervous! Have to start working hard today! Later got to study, study, study!!=D Gambatte Karen! You can do it.hahas. Work towards ur aims and dreams!=D To the bloggers out there, have to work hard for every tests/examinations u having soon as it will show what u really have learn for the past few days/weeks/months!=D So put all ur heart to it fully!=)

Karen*Zun

Short entry

2007-03-19T21:54:00.000+11:00

Today, i will be updating a very short entry due to the need of rushing last minute homework.hahas. Today, almost the whole class got scolded by our english teacher as more than the whole class was not able to produce the holiday assignment to her and she got so mad that she started scolding us for almost the whole period. Over here, I want to apologize to the teachers who gave us holiday assignments but we were unable to produce it. I suppose the whole class have received the 'Xin Yi' u all gave us.=D Thanks and sorry.

Today, till now I still haven't had any proper meal but at least I am consider as one of the lucky one as some of my classmates did not eat any thing of just one meal for the whole day! Have to cheer for them as they can take it for so long!!! If is me, I would not be able to do it as I AM PIG! hahas. Hey, 4E1 boys! SEE HERE! I admited that I am a pig. Is it satisfic now?hahas. I granted your wish.hahas.

End here, got to go and bath and Chiong for my assignment later on.hahas. Cheer for me that I would be able to complete it tonight.hahas. Gambatta Karen! You can do it, same goes to the bloggers outside.=D Gambatte if u are rushing your last minute work.hahas.

Karen*Zun

Tiring day

2007-03-18T21:35:00.001+11:00

Hi everyone. I suppose most of the secondary students are rushing homework now right?lols. I am also one of them.hahas. But I just have the feeling of updating my blog, maybe is because of not updating for quite a long time.hahas. Anyway, the last update forgotten to wish everyone a 'HAPPY DELATED WHITE VALENTINE!!!!' hahas. It falls on my birthday.>.<>

Btw remember the last post, I talked bout the 'Haunted School'? hahas, I can't fall a sleep that night as the image of the ghost kept popping out.hahas.

Yesterday went to have my tuition again at Bishan.hahas. Till now I couldn't really understand what the teacher is teaching, maybe i will quit it soon.lols. Not confirm but the teacher is really good. =) After the tuition, I met out Yixiang, Xiangyong, Steven and Xinhui out to have our dinner. Erm, eventually was to celebrate my birthday.hahas.=D The food were quite nice. After having our dinner, we went back to my condo and play 'Black Jack' lols. I think I did win, hahas. I do not know bout it.hahas. Anyway, thanks guys for remembering me and also cause of me, the boys sacrifice the BBQ wid someone else. Thanks alot.=D I'm really touched.>.<

Karen*Zun

Check out my Slide Show on the class event[Sentosa]!!!!!

2007-03-16T01:48:00.001+11:00

Happy days tat i won't forget forever!=D

2007-03-16T00:49:00.000+11:00

Halo everyone, I'm really angry now!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!stupid idiot pig!!!go and die ba!!!!ARGH!!!!DON'T EVER THINK TAT I WILL FORGIVE U!!!!Sorry guys~Just to release my anger a little. Actually wanted to start my entry with a happy tone but due to SOMEONE.Sorry~Anyway tuesday and yesterday, I ENJOYED MYSELF A LOT!!!=) Thanks housemates* and classmates*.=)

Tuesday night, had a birthday party wid my housemates*! We booked the KTV at my condo and start the party at 8p.m. I felt really touched and happy! Touched-as they were really good to me,everyone was very happy and 'HIGH'! Happy-as Kristen broke her record on my birthday! She sang one song!=DAnd also Kevin, he sang a lot of songs! Especially the last part of the party, it's really fun and 'HIGH'! Kevin, Jenny and I brought up the atmosphere by choosing those kind of R&B songs that can bring up the atmosphere.=)

Wednesday, our class had our very first CLASS OUTING!=) We went to Sentosa Palawan Beach. It's fun! The very first time we did was to get Wenny's volleyball down from the tree.lols. As Azmil accidently threw the ball up the COCONUT TREE.hahas. It took a long time for the boys to get the ball down, till Zhikang came to the rescue.=D The second event was legged, I falled down but didn't hurt myself.hahas. When we were having our lunch, i ate Abigail's present for me which is the shepherd pie! It's really nice!=) After having lunch, we played mime. Eventually, my group scored 16points. Third game we played was spin,blow and jump, there's photos of my group members jumping. It's fun! Thanks the class comittee for planning well the games and also the whole class had did a good job by cooperating well, joinning in the games!=D The event was actually a water event, they carried xinglin, yongxin, dez, wenny[they are all light] and me[the most heaviest] and threw us into the sea!>.<>.<>
After the class outing, we went to have our dinner and catch a horror movie, title: The Messenger. It was quite nice, however it'll be nice only when u understand the movie.lols. In the theater, Tinguan sat between Xinglin and I, and he's quite pathetic as Xinglin kept pulling his T-shirt and I kept hitting him.hahas. After the movie, Wenny, Weide, Yuankai, Zikang, Zian, Kaiyi, Kenneth, Tinguan and I went to yishun safra to play pool. hahas, it's fun! I kept disturbing Kenneth.hahas. And I kept bringing bad luck to ppl.hahas. Truly saying, get to know those who went to pool more better!hahas. Cause we had a nice talk together!=)

Today, went out wid Jiaqi,Jiahui and LiQing. We went to Causeway Point to watch 'Haunted School', it was quite scary at first but ending it wasn't as get used to seeing the ghost face.lols. Just that we don't get the meaning of the movie.hahas. Those who went to caught the movie and u understands it, remember to tell me wor.=) After movie, we went to take neoprints. Anyway, Jiahui is Jiaqi's sister while Liqing is Jiahui's friend and also my Pri5 buddy.hahas. They are Pri6 now. Wow, time flew past so fast! Remember tat time, I was holding the 3gals' hands when they were in Pri1.hahas. Xiaoling who everytime will get bullied very easily,however, today Liqing told me tat she's very STRONG now!hahas.

Frankly speaking, this few days I really enjoyed myself a lot and felted really happy! But why do I still have a feeling of sadness coming out of my heart? Hais. I'm lost. I REALLY MISS MY PARENTS AND SIBLING ALOT!=(

Before i go, really thanks alot to the ppl out there who wished me 'happy bithday' and have made the effort to accompany me out!=) Love you guys lot! And also those who gave me presents and cards!=D I Love it lots!!!!=D Thanks!! I will treasure it like hell!=D If i'm able to bring it to Australia, I will but I will try!

Karen*Zun

Check out my Slide Show!

2007-03-15T15:00:00.001+11:00

Check out my Slide Show on the trip to the Zoo last Saturday!!!!=D

2007-03-15T14:34:00.000+11:00

It's a long 3days for me!!=D Happiness and Excitment!=D

2007-03-13T01:57:00.000+11:00

Sorry for not updating for SO many days.=D As i had been out for the whole day/most of the hour these 3days.lols=D I went to Zoo, tuition, escape theme park and school.

Saturday, early in the morning, I went to zoo to do my CIP with another 9 classmates of mine. 7a.m. in the morning, we met out at AngMoKio Mrt station to take bus 318?[not too sure,forgotten]. This CIP hours were too easy to get it!!!!As 10 of us were enjoying ourselves there!=) We had only done 1 and 1/2 hours and the remaining hours, it's our FREE time like; goin around the zoo and enjoying the air-con in the Forest lounge. Abigail, Jianhui[tour guide of the day] and I went around the zoo, Jianhui could even get bitten up by one BABY GOAT!lols. Can u believe it?haha.It's true!Around 12, the 3of us went back to the forest lounge to have our lunch.

At 6, Jiaqi and I had our first Amaths tuition lesson. I cried that night! At the first lesson! The teacher was Nanyang's leturer, he kept asking us to 'FASTER, FASTER, IF DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO, ASK ME.' but end up, 'WAT?WHY U DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO?' and bla bla bla. I was really scared and STRESSed up by him so I CRIED!lols. However, after i cried. The teacher is more careful towards me.=D

Sunday, went to Escape Theme Park with my housemates. IT'S FUN! Expecially at the part of haunted house. At first, we went in at around 4 it's not that scary however when the second time at 6plus we entered IT WAS DAMN SCARY as there's a HUMAN there to scare u.lols.

Today, went back to school to have Amaths in the morning. Mdm sem rushed through the whole chapter. Went to have lunch. On the way back to school for chinese, there's a car tyer coming over my little toe.lols. I'm not in pain at all but more to heartache as my sport-shoe got dirty!=( I also got my 2nd present today from Yusri. I LOVE THE PRESENTS LOT!THANKS YUSRI!=D

Looking forward for tml night! I'm having party at home from 7pm till 12midnight!=D I wanna counted down to my birthday! haha and also looking forward to Wednesday outing too!Wish tat it will go good!=D Watching 'The messenger' at Vivo city at 7.05pm till 8 plus. Thursday, goin to orchard to watch movie again! With Yijie and gang.lols.

End here. A very meaningful birthday year!!LOVE16'2oo7!=D

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Karen*Zun

Looking* forward to the upcoming holiday!

2007-03-08T21:20:00.000+11:00

Halo~Karen is here to update her entry!=D

Yesterday and today were tiring days for ME, as I am a patient which is down with sickness. I really hate to eat medicine nowadays as it's really taste 'disgusting' and also due to the medicine, this two days I have been feeling dizzy and almost whole body shaking.Lols. Jiaqi said that it's normal as u just had ur medicine. REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO THE DAY IM GOING TO RECOVER!=D

Today straight after school, our class commitees had conducted a meeting. Well, the meeting was actually a meeting to discuss on the upcoming Wednesday[14/03] class-outing event at Sentosa. The discussion was real tough as all the commitees and some classmates where thinking hard about:

*What should we play at Sentosa beach?

*How to make the everyone in the class to get involve the event?

*How long u think it will take to do all these things?

*Should we form groups to take care of the people?[more easlier to contact for the ppl]

Well, really hope that everyone will be able to get involve on that day and PLEASE DO NOT SAY I WANNA CHANGE GROUP!!!The grouping, commitee members took a LONG LONG LONG time to decide where each and everyone of u to be in. This really made all of us think hard in it.Really looking forward to this event!!!

Truly saying, I am looking forward to the upcoming holiday as i would be out most of the days as my friends would be celebrating for me. This year birthday would be a really unforgetable year!=D

Btw, I got back my report book.ARGH!!!I HAVE A VERY NICE F9 IN MY CA1.lols. How nice is it???haha.Got to work really hard as i know myself that i'm not supposed to get C6 for Amaths[due to the class-test], B4 for Emaths[due to class-test], C6 for Chinese and F9 for ENGLISH!

KAREN CHHUN SEAV MEY!!! GOT TO WORK HARD OKAY?!!!REMEMBER UR AIMS??

HAVE TO DO SOMETHING OVER IT!IF NOT U WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO GET WAT U REALLY ONE OKAY???

Anyway just some words to console those who didn't score well this time round.

If you think that you had made ur parents disappointed this CA1 and if you are angry of yourself, you should move the anger on yourself to the power in working hard on it as it still have time towards the o'level!!!GAMBATTE TO EVERYONE AND TO MYSELF*!!!=)

Karen*Zun

Tremors felt in Singapore

2007-03-06T16:18:00.000+11:00

Oh my gosh!!!Tremors felt in Singapore at 11.45am today. It's 6.6 earthquake off Sumatran coast, and it's also a quake epicentre 430km from Singapore.However, I can't feel a thing.lols. Maybe it's too far to feel it.lols. Or maybe im really 'gong kia' even it shake i'm unable to feel it.lols. Till now, i only know that place like Raffles Place felt the shake and everyone were like running out of the building and stand along the roadside which is still dangerous.

Today woke up at 6plus, early right? A fallen sick gal still can even wake up so early. But it's not i do not want to continue sleeping, it's because i find it difficult to breathe.=( So when i decided to watch HYSNSN.lols. It's the last esp!!! I think that it will be having second part ba. Because Quan in the show said : see you. Which sounds like there's another part like Zhong Ji Yi Ban now have the second series called Zhong Ji Yi Jia. Looking forward to it.=D

Two person asked me this qns: Wow! You're sick yet still can smile and laugh. lols. My respond was: my sickness won't affect my smile!=)lols. Which it's de true.haha. In total i had already miss 2days of lessons. 4 period of E and A maths.lols.Congrats me ba. I think I'll die for sure.>.<>

Just finish Yesterday homework.lols and the conclusion is I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DO SOME OF THE QNS!!! argh!!!>.<Think that i will end here. Later goin to Northpoint to acc my cousin to repair his laptop and have our lunch there.

Karen*Zun

Sickness really is a tough thing in LIFE*

2007-03-05T21:16:00.001+11:00

Halo, here to update again.=D Now I am listening to Yes933, Jolin's wei wu du zun song. It is a nice song!=D

Today went to school early in the morning just to take the class photo, after taking class photo, went back home to rest.Lols. Which means that i had taken a early dismissal.=D You ppl will be wondering, wow, went to school just to take class photo? Does it worth?lols. My answer wil be YESH! It's worth as class photo is only 4 years once~ [Can't blame, as our school is really broke to spend money for every class in the school every year.lols.] We took 2 formal photo and 2 informal, it was quite fun during the informal cuz alot of us like anyhow do.haha.

During noon time, went to Sunplaza to meet Jenny as she wanted to accompany me to visit the doctor. So sweet of her right? Haha. Got to thanks her but meanwhile, scare that i might pass the disease to her.Haha. Poor Karen~As she's having a on and off fever right now.=( flu, headache, muscleache[the most painful] and a little dry throat. Got to really take good care of myself as tml I am not goin to school again.lols. Doctor asked me not go to school till my fever goes down.=D KAREN GOT TO TAKE GOOD CARE OF URSELF WOR!If not u will be missing more and more lesson!!!

Hate it when I fall sick, as it's really painful. Wow, heard from Yes933 that; Tank's 专属天使 is this week top in list!!=D It's really a nice song to listen! If u guys do not have it, can ask from me when I am online. I'll be very happy to send u the song.=D

Got to end here.

Karen*Zun